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It's over. I'm ****ing sick of this ****... *revelation*
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| Akridrot |
I HATE HOW THINGS HAVE TURNED OUT. I'm finally sick of everything in my life, including the internet. This is the only forum I felt I could release my feelings on. I DO NOT care what this reveals about my personality.
The internet has never been worse. I've ruined too many names, and I've forgotten too many passwords and fake emails. But now I'm much more wiser. The same thing happens in real life, but not as badly (even though it cost me a girlfriend). I'm leaving the lame communities. They suck.
I'm sick of downloading songs, movies, games, and applications, only to find out I've been infected with a virus. So they're trapped on my computer and I can't burn them. Losing 5 gb of valuable songs and software from rare and limited time only links is a terrible thing. Sometimes, I think I'm being keylogged. I hate that feeling.
Why do all these linkfarms and stupid sites with their money making schemes have to exist? It's so easy for people to make money, and I'm not seeing any. ing rich bastards. Nobody ever donates to my cause. :whip:
But in the end, I feel like God or whatever it is, has blessed me with misfortune. Why do I say that?
If I was extremely hot and rich from the start, I would be an empty person. I wouldn't want to up the world as much. I now know that there's nothing of value in life, and I will die with this belief. I've been wasting the vast amount of potential I have, but now I'll put it to use. I'm going to transcend the concept of powerful. No more depression. It's just being angry without enthusiasm. I've never been loved (my mother doesn't really love me, she's a lying bitch), so I don't care about love. If a girl loves and trusts me, I'll take advantage and break her heart for my amusement. All this sex bull is boring to me. All women are filthy pieces of meat in my eyes, and they should walk on all fours like they were intended to. Some girls in my high school like me, but I just HATE THEM. I've been alone for SOOOO long, and now they decide to like me??? that.. only reason I'm looking for a girl is so I can spread my seed around. And she can take care of them. My father didn't take care of me.
There's so much more I want to say, but I am so angry and bitter right now that I can't be concise and coherent. Nobody understands how broken I feel inside. A few moments ago, I was ashamed of myself for being such a loser. Now I embrace my feelings of worthlessness, because I know I have the potential to ruin many lives if I tried. So maybe I don't truly hate how things have turned out. If I ever get a chance to change this world, I will make it WORSE. Trust me on that, this is far more than a teenage rant. This is my life's goal. Humanity is a joke.
That's all I have to say right now. |
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| Mr. Pink |
ah yes, the fruitful days of teenage angst.
kid- stfu
you don't know what life is all about yet
so SPARE me
nerd |
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| Lira |
Hey mate,
Unlike you might expect, it's quite normal to fell that way, and it's not a teen thing. Often, it's quite the opposite, actually.
Writing is a good way of unleashing your anger... Don't mind about being coherent or concise - you still make perfect sense.
:) |
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| MarathonMan |
| Dr MarathonMan says..............have a wank! |
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| Lira |
| quote: | Originally posted by Mr. Pink
you don't know what life is all about yet |
In the end, who does? If you think you do, you're probably wrong. |
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| Akridrot |
Yeah, this was pretty much a 'relief session'. I felt better writing that than having people read it. Now that it's off my chest, I feel better. But I am gonna keep my promises to myself. Being depressed is a bad thing. I'd rather be angry and talk about it, then to mope around all day feeling bad about my life.
But I haven't reached the mental clarity that is adulthood yet, so I don't really know how I feel. I'm still trying to organize my life and make money.
:p @mr.pink (haha, you're old ;)) |
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| Lepanto |
| quote: | Originally posted by Lira
Hey mate,
Unlike you might expect, it's quite normal to fell that way, and it's not a teen thing. Often, it's quite the opposite, actually.
Writing is a good way of unleashing your anger... Don't mind about being coherent or concise - you still make perfect sense.
:) |
+1
hang in there matey. Stay holding it for Brooklyn :p |
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| Basstard |
what a little bitch.
PM Nou about signing up for EMO classes |
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| Psy-T |
(healthy) humans can survive any mental hardships.
so i dont really care what is it that's making you angry, you're just missing out on life becasue of your prespective. |
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| XoxidE |
| :stongue: lol this is so funny! God is punishing you for d/ling songs and movies that everyone else has to pay for.:whip: :stongue: |
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| Lepanto |
| quote: | Originally posted by Basstard
what a little bitch.
PM Nou about signing up for EMO classes |
wait you expect other people think that you don't undergo the same gloomy days nor you ever have in the past? Maybe Akridot just has more balls than you :conf: |
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