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| Lira |
It's been a while since I left tranceaddict. By doing this, I was aware that I would be going to face a cold and harsh world called real life. But I didn't mind, and tried not to look back.
Little I knew about it, and there's a short version if you scroll down.
Long Version: I felt lonely - whenever I had problems with girls, I didn't have anywhere to post. When I watched TV dramas, Nou wasn't there. It didn't feel the same way. Saying "OMG" didn't really seem to have the same impact, and it didn't help much when I told people I was just a n00b.
Life doesn't seem to have a tutorial either. I was puzzled at first with strange concepts such as "playing sports". Why the heck would 22 people run after a ball and kick it so they could run again? There was another game where I was given a bat and people started throwing balls toward my direction. Bastards, I hit them back as well, and they sure didn't seem pleased.
I couldn't use Google to find the places I wanted. Like the day I got into a gay night club. There was no warning, and I really wish it was password protected, but it wasn't - I'm still shocked by the scenes I had seen. I swear I saw the Goatse guy, although no one knew what I was talking about. It was a eye-opener experience, as I first thought gay people were just like Jason, but no, they didn't just happen to like girls in sweaters. They liked men too, just like that Jake Benson person.
Now I'm earning a stuff called money, and that's fun: I can buy all I want with it, such as videogames, train tickets and a sexy girl I found on the street said I could see her if I gave her some of this stuff called money, but I'm allergic to cats. She attempted to touch some private parts of mine, and that's how I found out girls are gay too.
Using my "money", I also got pierced, as you can see in the video. It now puzzles me why someone would want a 2 meter tall butcher to stick a needle in their eyebrow, being suspended for a few seconds by that tiny piece of metal. He also opened two extra holes in my right ear, although my hearing is no different. It was great fun though, I'm planning to have myself pierced a few more times. I want to have that "labret" one, so I can spray water with my chin.
That's it so far, but I swear, I won't give up. Ever!
My heart is with all of you. Except for Arcadia. He can have my left toe.
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| SuspicionVandit |
| is this april fools? |
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| Aureus |
| quote: | Originally posted by Lira
I was puzzled at first with strange concepts such as "playing sports". Why the heck would 22 people run after a ball and kick it so they could run again? |
Plus ing Won |
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| Lira |
| quote: | Originally posted by SuspicionVandit
is this april fools? |
You joined after I left, never mind. |
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| SuspicionVandit |
i know you.
no i don't. april fools |
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| infinity HiGH |
Life sounds scary.
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| sensorium |
Just enjoy life. Take it where you want to take it.
Loneliness can be a tough cookie to swallow, specially for those who devote a lot of their time to thinking. But when this loneliness marries with pessimisn is when more personal trouble starts. Avoid that. |
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| Sunsnail |
| hey, welcome back |
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| idoru |
I  Lira |
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| Palladium |
lira...:(
nachos has your mod job :wtf: |
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| Lira |
^^^ Hehe, I hope he renamed the forum name to Bizarro world and closes threads saying "b0p" :D
| quote: | Originally posted by sensorium
Loneliness can be a tough cookie to swallow, specially for those who devote a lot of their time to thinking. But when this loneliness marries with pessimisn is when more personal trouble starts. Avoid that. |
I think your post is very interesting and, therefore, I'm going to be serious for a while (yeah, the first post is a joke: I've got a girlfriend I'm happy with, and I've never been to a gay night club).
Becoming a pessimist has sure been an important step toward being a calm person, in my case. When you expect absolutely nothing from life, you're often surprised with little good things that happen every moment. The sense that you will eventually lose everything one day makes you less dependent, and you tend to value more at times.
Also, living a somewhat lonely childhood was also important as I can detach more easily from peer pressure, for example, and once you learn to be happy with yourself, you become more mature when dealing with other people.
edit: I'm not really back, it's just a "hey, I miss you guys" sort of thread. And I admit I was curious about what Del had planned for this April Fool's... as nothing changed, I decided to contribute with some non-sense :D |
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| sensorium |
| quote: | Originally posted by Lira
^^^ Hehe, I hope he renamed the forum name to Bizarro world and closes threads saying "b0p" :D
I think your post is very interesting and, therefore, I'm going to be serious for a while (yeah, the first post is a joke: I've got a girlfriend I'm happy with, and I've never been to a gay night club).
Becoming a pessimist has sure been an important step toward being a calm person, in my case. When you expect absolutely nothing from life, you're often surprised with little good things that happen every moment. The sense that you will eventually lose everything one day makes you less dependent, and you tend to value more at times.
Also, living a somewhat lonely childhood was also important as I can detach more easily from peer pressure, for example, and once you learn to be happy with yourself, you become more mature when dealing with other people. |
Wait, so no piercings at all? I feel fooled. :(
Anyway, pessimisn and loneliness can work for some. It all depends on the person though. Good to know you're happy. :) |
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