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| architect1803 |
Sorry guys I didnt forget about my TA's.
It's been hell the past few weeks dealing with what my ex did to me. I am slowly recovering from the pain, and finally about two nights ago I found peace and tranquility again.
This is my problem. I tend to move too quickly on females. I used to be the one to think "ok you us over we'll you over too, fair game". I still have many "friends with benefits" around, but after a while you just want to settle with someone. I thought for a moment there, that she and I had something going for good. At least that's what she showed me.
I didn't mean to delete the post about taking girls slowly and blah. I was extremely mad that day, and along came something worse laster that week. I will say it again though. Guys: Please, do not get attached to someone unless you know FOR SURE that that is the person God has chosen you to be with. Take it slow, and do not make the same mistake I made. I rushed at things, and the result of that was absolutely mind-blowing. Enjoy your lives spinning music, producing trance, and hanging out with the people that matter most around you. There are decent females out there that will consider what you have to offer, and will appreciate the feelings you have towards them. Sad thing is, there aren't that many. My time with messing around with chicks is done. My grades have gone down the drain this semester due to the stupidity of paying more attention to her than myself. That's the biggest mistake ever! If they want me, they can come to me. I am just ing tired of it all. It's all the same bull. They are with you, they wanna , and blah. Then they see someone a little more attractive, with a little more game, and a little more money, and you are left like a dead cat on a highway. that ! I am tired of it, and I've reached my end.
Just think. How would you feel if you came back from a party, and you open the door to your room, and there she is, ing another guy on YOUR bed (a friend she said) when she promised she'd do nothing like that; even have her friends who have known her for several years imply that she would never do that. It will take years before I lay my hands on another girl, unless I am drunk or coked out and my mind is not straight.
I am done here.
~c/p~
P.S. I hope you guys dont think I have ditched you. Trance music is my drug and it's what keeps me going throughout the day. Just imagine what Trance-Addicts mean to me then? ALOT MORE!;)
I love you guys all...
~carlos p.~ |
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| davemolina |
Damn, that's gotta hurt Bro. I can't imagine what I would do if I had to see it. I probably would have kicked the living dirt out of the guy...IF he knew she ws with me. If he didn't, I couldn't blame him.
Hope you heal soon and know you have us if you need anything. |
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| architect1803 |
| quote: | Originally posted by davemolina
Damn, that's gotta hurt Bro. I can't imagine what I would do if I had to see it. I probably would have kicked the living dirt out of the guy...IF he knew she ws with me. If he didn't, I couldn't blame him.
Hope you heal soon and know you have us if you need anything. |
Thanx dave...i appreciate that whole lot. Ive pretty much healed in a way i guess, but just the fact that it is burned in my mind and creates such a disturbing image just hurts like no other. Honestly, and I dont know why, but I go to sleep sometimes crying like a little girl over her. I wish things would have been different. I should have believed my friend who dated her for 3 months when he said "dude, do not date that trash! that girl will you over EASILY and just walk away!"
And they call him a liar? Hmm...it is the total opposite.
luv ya bro...
~c-los~ |
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| Zeonfiend |
| Ditto on what Dave said, except I know precisely what I would do if I had to see it.:eyespop: |
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| Dirk W. |
| thats rough bro. i cant say i have ever been in that situation, but i dont know what i would do if i was. you gotta just remember that a girl thats scandalous like that, you dont want to be with. so theres no point in crying over her. if shes that trashy then she doesn't deserve you anyways. take out her best friend. that always works |
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| Rememberence_ |
^^^ ironicly wise words from El Douchebag
Sorry to hear that you had to go through that horrible Carlos... I can imagine how awful it would have been for you. Glad you are taking it relatively well champ. Chin up, and maybe take Dirk's advice on the best friend thing ;) |
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| PinkDyscoGummyB |
| yeah i dont know any of ya'll... but i have to agree... that is just one ed up chicka..... i would knock the of some bitch like that. and hey now! all girls arent that bad , people!!! but that one.... well that just makes me so damn mad to even think about. seriously... girls like that need to be shot! and hell yeah... no matter who you are...(unless you are just as bad), you can do better. |
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| Zild |
| That is why I am celibate. |
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| JBDreamerie |
know how you feel man.
went through the same thing a couple years ago.
my attitude now: just live. let things happen as they will, don't try to force things
so cliche, but so true: "women, can't live with them, can't live without them." |
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| GreenLasersPLZ |
| Thats why I love masturbation...all the fun, anytime, anywhere...within the limits of legality...or not if ur feelin freaky |
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| Rememberence_ |
| quote: | Originally posted by GreenLasersPLZ
Thats why I love masturbation...all the fun, anytime, anywhere...within the limits of legality...or not if ur feelin freaky |
TMI CHIEF |
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| Dirk W. |
| agreed. way too much. |
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