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| Akridrot |
Thanks guys, this just confirms that something is wrong with me. Please remember that this thread was made to see if everyone shared the same feelings.
Recently, I have been feeling 'different' mentally. The things I have been thinking are just ed up beyond belief.. I might need some real help for once. |
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| DJ Mikey Mike |
| quote: | Originally posted by Akridrot
I suspect that it's just me, I feel so sad because maybe I had some suicidal feelings inside. |
| quote: | Originally posted by Akridrot
Well maybe I just had some locked up suicidal feelings that his letter opened up. After reading the letter, I felt really ty and kind of bored of life.
I hope not, this is just unexpected. I'm scared I might just randomly kill myself if something like this happens again... but I don't WANT to die (if you get what I mean). |
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| Subey |
| quote: | Originally posted by Akridrot
Recently, I have been feeling 'different' mentally. The things I have been thinking are just ed up beyond belief.. I might need some real help for once. |
Here's the only analogy that makes any sense.
Your Life = Hill or Mountain
You are 80 years old, and you are writing your memoirs. Answer these three questions.
Question One-
Do you want to write about how you walked up a hill? Or how you struggled up a mountain?
Question Two-
Philosophically, does difficulty add meaning to things? I.e. do you brag "Ya I walked up that hill dude!" or "See that Frigin mountain? I climbed it!"
Question Three-
Mikeymike in being insensitive is his goal to be a jerk? Or to illustrate that your on a mountain?
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The mountain manifests iteself differently for everyone. "ed up thoughts" whatever that means in specifics is meaningless, just translate it to "there's a storm on the mountain".
I know these things, I've climbed Olympus Mons many times :thepirate
Kanakaredes |
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| DJ Mikey Mike |
People who openly talk about their 'suicidal feelings' as if they were discussing last nights events at the pub have neither the capability nor the desire to commit suicide. Just like people who cut - and then 'accidentally' show off the scars in public - all they are really looking for is some attention. These people are weak, and are merely a pale reflection of all those that surround them in every day life.
This is you Akridrot. |
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| _Nut_ |
Few thoughts.
One. I felt nothing when reading this.
Two. You stated he could have been a good writer? WTF education do you have? It was mumbles and rambles of what happened. Grammer, punctuation.... etc all sucked. Good writers should have the ability to do some of those attributes.
Three. I wouldn't cry over someone who is too scared to take consequence and puss out with the easiest option. Everything he stated about jail is the absolute worst of the worst that could happen. Get a good lawyer and you may not do much time.. if any at all.
Four. Welcome to 2004. This crap is over 2 years old now. |
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| Akridrot |
| quote: | Originally posted by DJ Mikey Mike
People who openly talk about their 'suicidal feelings' as if they were discussing last nights events at the pub have neither the capability nor the desire to commit suicide. Just like people who cut - and then 'accidentally' show off the scars in public - all they are really looking for is some attention. These people are weak, and are merely a pale reflection of all those that surround them in every day life.
This is you Akridrot. |
Listen, there have been numerous incidents where people have commited suicide after telling their friends. You know the stories, "Oh my god, he was always joking about that stuff, but I never thought he'd actually do it!"
So don't be a fool and say that everybody who openly discusses suicide doesn't want to do it, or is incapable of doing it because that's just bull.
Everyone thinks about suicide every now and then, so I don't see what the big problem is. The vast majority of us get over these feelings, while some of us dwell on them. I haven't even elaborated on WHY I would feel that way, so you really can't act like you know what I'm all about.
Letting people know is kind of therapeutic, so quit it.
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| Akridrot |
| quote: | Originally posted by _Nut_
Few thoughts.
One. I felt nothing when reading this.
Two. You stated he could have been a good writer? WTF education do you have? It was mumbles and rambles of what happened. Grammer, punctuation.... etc all sucked. Good writers should have the ability to do some of those attributes.
Three. I wouldn't cry over someone who is too scared to take consequence and puss out with the easiest option. Everything he stated about jail is the absolute worst of the worst that could happen. Get a good lawyer and you may not do much time.. if any at all.
Four. Welcome to 2004. This crap is over 2 years old now. |
1. OK
2. No, I mean that if he could consistently write such emotional things, he'd be a good writer. But we already confirmed that it was just me who felt the emotion and not everyone else.
3. Well I still don't understand why I did, because I haven't even shed tears for a few years. I guess it had something to do with a few incidents that happened recently.
4. I'm aware. I searched for it, but couldn't find it.
This was just a 'test', nothing more. |
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| Temperate |
| lol :wtf: is going on in here? |
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| _Nut_ |
| quote: | Originally posted by Akridrot
1. OK
2. No, I mean that if he could consistently write such emotional things, he'd be a good writer. But we already confirmed that it was just me who felt the emotion and not everyone else.
3. Well I still don't understand why I did, because I haven't even shed tears for a few years. I guess it had something to do with a few incidents that happened recently.
4. I'm aware. I searched for it, but couldn't find it.
This was just a 'test', nothing more. |
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adam_Fulton
http://en.wikisource.org/wiki/Adam_..._suicide_emails
And how are you 'testing' us? Its alright to feel things others dont. But you forget this is the COR (granted youve been gone for a bit). People here are ruthless and will eat most alive..... especially ones that open themselves for attack. Feelings + COR = Bad combo. Perhaps outside of TA people would care. Post that at newgrounds and the reaction would be a polar opposite. |
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| DarkAngel |
| quote: | Originally posted by Temperate
lol :wtf: is going on in here? |
Your guess is as good as mine. |
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