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People watches boy commit suicide on web (pg. 2)
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| Nick Cenik |
I watched the video: the kid is lying on the bed (dead) and a few seconds later a police officer comes into the room, checks the boy, and leaves.
Here is the thread from the body building forum: link
To Whom It May Concern,
I am going to leave this for whoever stumbles across my bookmarks later on. I hate myself and I hate living. I think that if someone who knows me reads this they will know who I am. So I will leave this unsigned. I am an a@#hole. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never change or never improve. I am in love with a girl and I know that I am not good enough for her. I have come to believe that my life has all been meaningless. I keep trying and I keep failing. I have thought about and attempted suicide many times in the past. I used to think of my failure as some mystical way of telling me that I was really meant for something meaningful. The only thing I dread, besides the pain, is the way my family will suffer. I do not want my mother or father to think that it was anything they did that lead me to kill myself. I never really had any plans of leaving a note. I thought that I would not be able to describe why I want to do this and I am right. There is no way to tell you or anyone else why I dread every new day. My father had such high expectations for me and tried to give me every opportunity to improve upon myself. I let him down. I think that I am a major disappointment to him. I have a job but I?m always broke and I am in college but barely, I show up to class but that?s about it. I want my life to end. I am tired of f@#$ing up everything. I am tired of people always telling me that they do not like me. I am tired of trying to be decent. I hope that someone finds this post and I hope that my parents know that I f@#$ed up not them. It is my fault I screwed up my own life. The hate that rages within me, rages not for those I love so dearly or those who have crossed my path. This hate rages full force towards me and only me. I have long forgiven those who've hurt me, but I have not and cannot come to terms to forgive myself for the things I have done to myself, and the things I've done to hurt those in my life. You have all touched my life in one way or another, especially those whom I call family. I cannot tell you how sorry I am for ending my life the way I did. I hope that you can all find it in your heart to see it as way for me not suffering anymore and that I am finally at rest with myself, for being at rest with the guilt that constantly ate at me for so long. Please forgive me all for taking my own life so early. I tried so hard to fight against this strong battle. I have reached out for help so many times, and yet I believe, I was turned away because of the things I did, that it is a punishment I am illing to take, for I know that being who I am has only brought myself and others pain. I love you all and will forever live within the memories we created. Forgive me. Love always and forever, As for my signature I will leave you with a quote so that if anyone reads this they will know it's me, "Can?t feel pain if your dead? Just Saying" |
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| VDub |
You know what???
I'm firmly opposed to suicide....
I think it's for the selfish, the weak and the stupid...
However...
If you're going to do it, this is the right way...
In your house, alone...
I once saw a woman who had jumped off the Leeside Bridge onto the center lane of the DVP south...
I got there 30 secs after she hit...
That idiot could've killed me...
What if she landed on the front of a school bus filled with kids...
Selfish weak and stupid...
And I bet that most of the ppl who watched that kid online thought it was a hoax... |
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| DigiNut |
| quote: | Originally posted by Spam
...we're all so desensitized that watching something on the internet doesn't feel real. |
Yeah man, that video was totally photoshopped. Just look at the lighting. |
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| activate |
| quote: | Originally posted by VDub
I'm firmly opposed to suicide....
I think it's for the selfish, the weak and the stupid...
However... |
I'm firmly opposed to ignorant people. I think they're selfish, weak, and stupid.
you do realize that pretty much anyone that kills them self is not in a clear state of mind as they're suffering from some sort of mental illness.
you don't have to be a shrink to figure that out.
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| DJM104D |
i have a thread that i started yest night with regards to loosing my gear and y lif in a fire...
my friends gf was attempting to kill herself via fire. self-immolation. it didnt work, so instead it was arson.
she told the authorities and her bf, my buddy, that she burned their home down out of love and for love.
i will always have appreciation for her cause i know who she was b4 she lost it, she is not insane to me.
when i went back to the site today twice i saw what happened. she had the capacity to kill herself. she would have done it. period.
we have all been subject to murder and killing in day to day life. if it is someone else, it doesnt matter. its entertainment.
what if it was someone in your family? would you do something about it?
because you can watch someone else kill themself then you can watch members of your family kill themselves without an issue.
all you twisted s, here is a thrill if you need one. drink bleach in front of a 7ft mirror, can you watch that? if so, for how long? |
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| Irishaddict |
i saw this article at work today, and as much as i am appalled, i can honestly say i wasn't surprised by the chat room log picture that was posted...
| quote: | Originally posted by activate
you do realize that pretty much anyone that kills them self is not in a clear state of mind as they're suffering from some sort of mental illness.
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completely false. |
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| Abercrombie |
| edit: too early |
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| activate |
| quote: | Originally posted by Irishaddict
completely false. |
so happy normal people kill themselves then? depression is a form of mental illness to. |
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| gummybear |
we've all at some point or another felt like we were a disappointment..especially with parents..i personally feel that my father will always be disappointed in me..no matter how much i accomplish...we all feel like no matter what we do or how much we try..we just aren't quite there yet....
it's so in selfish to leave that type of a note..with that whole..it's not you it's me message....how could you that to your family and loved ones? how could you do that to yourself!? and yes, depression is a major contributor to suicide..but most humans suffer from mild to severe bouts of depression throughout their lives..
I feel really bad for this kid and may he rest in peace..but i feel worse for the people he has selfishly left behind to deal with this....
as far as people watching it..it seems that most people weren't sure if it was real etc...which doesn't excuse it...but why the surprise..? people were tuning in by the millions to watch people's heads get chopped off...human beings will always have this perverse curiosity about death....it's something we are all going to face.... |
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| Skipper |
| quote: | Originally posted by Abercrombie
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The person who posted/hosted this is truly pathetic. This shouldn't be on the internet any more than the death itself. |
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| zoogla |
darwin at its best.
how the hell are people supposed to know he's committing suicide via pills? how do you know it isn't vitamin c tablets? this whole thing stinks.
the chainsaw story was pretty cool though.
and sorry to hear about that crazy psycho who tried to burn a house down for love. :wtf: |
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| stevehayward |
| Damn, what the hell is that movie called that had a similar plot as this story. X something dot com, and thousands and thousands of people would watch someone being executed. F***ed |
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