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Emoshit... (pg. 4)
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| yukii |
| nou, if it didn't work out, then it wasn't meant to be in the first place. don't dread on it & waste your life. i spent 4 yrs w/o a bf bc i was too depressed or STUCK on my ex cos he cheated on me with my "bestfriend".. & now i see it as the most retarded thing ever & wish i could take that time back. seriously, life goes on.-quoted- Motorcyle :happy2: lol |
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| sensorium |
Just get drunk in those hard moments, if you can afford it. In the other "hard" moments, as Arbiter said, get a whore, again, if you can afford it.
The girl is not that special. And I'm not talking about her physical aspect (to each his own). She's not that special because you obviously didn't have the guts to tell her how you felt when you had the chance. She didn't provoke that in you. So just look somewhere else. Or, looking at it differently, you didn't have the guts to tell her how you felt. So she deserves something better.
Even if another girl came along, you need to man up or down to express your feelings. That's something you have to work on.
Bluntly put: sell video games, get laid, get a girlfriend. |
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| sensorium |
| By the way, thanks. I now know what FML means. |
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| tubularbills |
wait wait wait....nou's real name is Cliff?
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| Joss Weatherby |
| quote: | Originally posted by sensorium
So just look somewhere else. Or, looking at it differently, you didn't have the guts to tell her how you felt. So she deserves something better. |
Yea she does, and really it wasn't like I had an opportunity (well maybe one night, but I decided to go spin hardcore gabba at a friends house instead of appeasing her while she was crying and asking me to just be her friend that night.... UGHHHH) and we grew up together so it wasn't like it was ever an attraction beyond companionship. We really enjoy each others company, we don't even do anything together but just go to her house or my house and sit around and watch TV and do our own thing but it works or something, we both feel good doing that... :wtf:
Oh well whatever.
I just hate the dreams. I am sure she will come back sometime in a short while and be like "oh im back for a week, wanna hang out" and I'll go crawling over there like a dog, get mad after we hang out at myself that I even did that, then tell her to off like I always do. :mad: |
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| Joss Weatherby |
| quote: | Originally posted by Rose
You're stupid. |
Right back at ya sista! :mad: :whip: |
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| iTranscendence |
| quote: | Originally posted by sensorium
By the way, thanks. I now know what FML means. |
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| Joss Weatherby |
| Oh well, Idoru got me and wrz on the guestlist at his gig tonight and Adam aint drinkin so I got me a DD woot... gunna get ed up. :p |
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| owien |
| quote: | Originally posted by Joss Weatherby
Oh well, Idoru got me and wrz on the guestlist at his gig tonight and Adam aint drinkin so I got me a DD woot... gunna get ed up. :p | classic |
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| we_R_DNA |
| quote: | Originally posted by Rose
I know what you mean about dreams. But there is nothing you can do about that. They are dreams. Just dreams. That's just an excuse. And so what if her boyfriend is moving away? |
Just dreams? What do you mean an excuse? If we cannot control our dreams could this further mean we cannot control our excuses? Please expand on this notion that dreams are an excuse; an excuse for what?
| quote: | Originally posted by Rose
If she comes back to WA and comes back to you for comfort or whatever and you take her back then you're just a ing moron.
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Also I agree with Rose. If you take her back after all these years; you should reflect on how she has control over you. . .
"Those who control your emotions control you"~On a Mirror~
Don't accept some plate of sweet delicious moist cake that has been passed around the table and nothings is left but the bitter sweet crumbs of what was once whole. |
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| we_R_DNA |
| quote: | Originally posted by Joss Weatherby
I just hate the dreams. I am sure she will come back sometime in a short while and be like "oh im back for a week, wanna hang out" and I'll go crawling over there like a dog, get mad after we hang out at myself that I even did that, then tell her to off like I always do. :mad: |
First of all if she comes back to you man up and tell this girl what is really going on. The whole dreams and everything. Lay everything out on the table so that you have played all the cards. Don't play anymore games unless you plan to keep wasting time.
Second and this is the most prophetic dream I've ever had in a situation like this.
I was dreaming of her once again except this time she was hitting me beating me up. I thought go ahead let out all that anger you have against me let it all out. So she brings her arms back further and just lets the punches rip into my fleshly existence. I kept egging her on as well, so that all of that negative energy that was stored there would be released. Then I stopped egging her on and slowly embraced her with my two arms. That is when she disappeared into my body.
On an analysis of this dream I realized: I was beating myself up over this woman. The moment I embraced her she disappears into my body. At that very moment I stopped beating myself up over this woman; the feelings were of a higher echelon. They were not feelings over her though.
I realized at that point I was moving on in life; and she was just a piece of me who will always be there. She is also a piece of me I will not let cause me misery and pain in this life. |
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