what i find hilarious is that you talk about meeting up with TA'ers and being your real self, yet you hide behind an alt name? Jesus you're nou, aren't you?
Fledz
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Originally posted by jennypie
BENCHIE2.0
I don't know why but that made me lol :stongue:
ziptnf
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Originally posted by geroin
you really need to be careful how you talk about me on the forum, i dont appreciate it. tone down the disrespect, i dont know where you're from but where i am from, we dont tolerate that. dont even reply to this, just keep your mouth shut.
consider yourself warned.
bananas
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Originally posted by tubularbills
ain't that some , nigga?
reminded me of 'just thought you should know nigga'
igottaknow
You are going to die.
Not by my hand and hopefully not by anyone elses. If your age is zero and your reading this, you have between approx. 0 to 100 years to live. The likelihood is your not zero, and thus have even less time to live. Thats all you get. What? You think you live this life as some sort of chore or test before you float up and live in ecstacy in the clouds. Yep, of course God created you so you could bum around for sometime before coming to live with him. No no, don’t question this at all - just accept it maybe counteracting any sort of contstructive criticism of this system with an enigmatic question like "He works in mysterious ways". Maybe you’ve read this far and am thinking "Whovever wrote this is some commie bastard hippy who should get into the real world". If you did just think that, you should definitely keep reading.
So back to your death - what will it be like? Will life just cease instantly? Neurological functions shutdown completely - become nothing? I try to imagine nothing, but realise this is a contradiction - nothing is absolutely nothing. You can’t imagine nothing, as you have to imagine something. Nihilistic, gothic pretensions aside, all I can definitley say is that before I was born there was nothing. Everything that existed before me is an assumption or a record. I have to *have faith* that what I hear of history - no matter how many times I hear it - is true and happened. If someone wrote in *all* the history books and records of the world a false account of something - I’m afraid all of us would have to believe it, we have no other choice. How can I know any differently? How can you? Initially, I first found this very difficult to believe - as I’m sure you are finding now. Initally I became angry as I’m sure you are angry at me - maybe even angry at me for even daring to write this letter. This heresy. The only way I get close to experiencing nothing is to try and remember the way things were before I was born. Impossible. Again its very difficult for people to read this and listen with an open mind, much to my annoyance. I don’t know what happens when we die, all I know is that it *is* going to happen.
"No mate you should forget all this hippie bollocks and get in the real world. Get a high paid, high powered job. Get a car, get a mortgage, get a life. Religion is for nuts. Losers. Your in the west now mate, act like it." someone says to me. Yes, I agree you need money to survive. To provide a shelter, some food, some clothing. However, I address all those who constantly inform others to "Get into the real world" to consider their position in the world *very* carefully. Your wealth, your job, your power all rest upon a very abstract and very unstable system. The real world. Let me tell you, very few people in the west (including myself) will experience the ‘real world’. If you can’t afford to food - the state will support you. You can’t get shelter - there is some available for the homeless. In Africa, Russia, China, Asia, South America - you get sick - you die, you can’t find food - you die. It’s simple. It’s the true real world.
So back to your death? Should we be even considering it - its so far in the future. Its too morbid to even consider it. Nonsense. You don’t know when, how and why it will happen. It will happen, trust me. Again, I have no idea what will happen after death and this does not particularly bother me. Maybe we will meet God. I doubt it. In fact, my opinion is that God doesn’t like us. My other opinion is God likes us. My opinion is God doesn’t exist. My other opinion is God exists. What? They’re opinions based on nothing, something that is too difficult to comprehend in the first place. However, to quote from a book by Chuck Palahniuk, would it be better to be hated by God than be nothing to God? Do you reckon if God created something as large as the universe, he even knows about us. People ask time and time and time again if God likes us and knows about us, why is there suffering. Oh yeah, he moves in mysterious ways. I notice the people who say this are mainly the ones who have the fortune to have had nothing happen to them. To them, disease, war, famine, drought, genocide - they all happen on TV. The big, fat widescreen TV. Change the channel and its gone, time for canned laughter and hilarious situation comedy. Life is goood. Look I’m not saying I like the situation any more than you do, but I prefer to know The Truth, not believe in a fantasy world. Sorry. Yeah, I really am.
So constructively what can we do? I suggest become aware to begin with. Wake up from the dream of the quest of materials. Yeah you do need some stuff - a phone, a stereo, a table, a chair and the the other things. Maybe to begin with shed the snobbery - this stereo plays music just as well as my neighbor’s does - should I stop being jealous that his is ‘better’? Get a car that is friendly to the environment. It is a sure thing that if God does indeed know of us, love us and care for us and our "free will" - not believing in him is probably, in his eyes, insignificant compared to irreversible destruction of the environment. He created the universe, he’s not stupid. Don’t keep up with the Joneses. Maybe then, once this is realised, money, status and power are purely fictious abstractions that only distance and distract us from the fact that we are frail. We are easily damaged. We are going to die. No one is saying become a monk and live in the mountains. However: do something with your life. Help others who are less fortunate. Surely thats what religions are trying to preach.
It is not weakness all this above, it is a strength to realise and see that there is veil in front of our eyes. Your purpose in life, if there is a purpose, is not to amass wealth - when you die you can’t take anything with you. When I think about it, if we lost everything - our clothes, money and even our names , we’d be strangers to ourselves. By all means buy that stereo, that phone, that car, that house - but do not take it for granted and certainly don’t let whatever you own start to own you. I reckon be willing at all times to destroy anything you own if it means enlightenment. Spend more time doing what you enjoy with people you enjoy.
Lying in the sun watching the world go by is by no means a waste of time.
Chris Crossland
lulz:stongue:
Banora
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Originally posted by ziptnf
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ziptnf
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Originally posted by Banora
:wtf:
Watch yourself you little punk bitch queer beta female. Do you ing know who you're talking to right now? God damn I bet you're some ing skinny ass bitch who's never touched a in her life. You come say that sort of to me and I'll you up three times before you hit the mother ing ground. Don't ing blink bitch, I'll tear your vocal cords straight out of your gaping vagina of a throat once I punch a ing hole the size of China through you with my bare hands before I shove that bloody mass straight up your eurethra and clog your ovaries so far back up that you'll be seeing red for the rest of your life.
igottaknow
Jori when are you going to post your next drunk video? I thought you would be already on the road. Whats going on?
Banora
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Originally posted by igottaknow
Jori when are you going to post your next drunk video? I thought you would be already on the road. Whats going on?
I dunno, I don't plan on being drunk for awhile... I only drink a few times a year. I don't head to Canada until next Thursday.
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Originally posted by ziptnf
I love it when you talk dirty
SYSTEM-J
This guy is clearly, utterly, blatantly an alt account and a deliberate troll at that. Bring the hammer down, Stu.
And Ziptnf's posts are obviously copy-pasta.
EddieZilker
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Originally posted by ziptnf
Watch yourself you little punk bitch queer beta female. Do you ing know who you're talking to right now? God damn I bet you're some ing skinny ass bitch who's never touched a in her life. You come say that sort of to me and I'll you up three times before you hit the mother ing ground. Don't ing blink bitch, I'll tear your vocal cords straight out of your gaping vagina of a throat once I punch a ing hole the size of China through you with my bare hands before I shove that bloody mass straight up your eurethra and clog your ovaries so far back up that you'll be seeing red for the rest of your life.
From now on this thread is about hulking out on line and trying to verbally intimidate the mothering OP or whoever in the I feel like. You stupid little mothering bare-backed twink! I've seem more man in a ing Victoria Secret catalog. I would come over and kick your ass but I don't want my foot up in any part of your stretched out, prolapsed rectum. Speaking of cavities, you twisted head, what I could do is completely activate your dental plan. Unfortunately, that winds up in the same predicament: My foot in your stretched out, -stained, surrogate ****. You watch yourself, L-I-T-T-L-E girl. I've yet to see you do more than toss off to real men, on-line, and I'm just as sure you're even more pathetic, IRL!
I love it when you talk dirty