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| Moral Hazard |
| I think this guy needs a more exciting tuna. |
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| Sphere City |
Hmm where do i even start. Oh yes my repetetive life. I wake up at 9.30 cook 3 eggs (i like them sunny side up) and eat them with a can of tuna. then i have a bowl of oats.
Go to my ty job.
Go to gym on my lunch break. This gym is filled with roid heads with no intelligence, they like to communicate by grunting and mumbling in a deep tone. There are very interesting characters at this gym, whom which i have spent much time observing. I will discuss my observations another time..
Go home for a shower and a quick jerk to hardcore porn,
drive back to work, analyse my morning, try to add anything i have learnt throughout the morning to shape my view on the world and humanity.
Oh yes how can i forget, throughout the day i randomly have thoughts of my past failed relationships and have flashbacks of a better time. (Masturbation makes these thoughts go away, and also smoking pot) |
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| Ted Promo |
| Sounds like you need some juxtaposition. Wanna kill a few hours shooting the breeze at a planned parenthood clinic? |
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| david.michael |
| quote: | Originally posted by Meat187
People sometimes call me Meat MD around here.. |
Hey, that's my porn star name... I demand royalties. |
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| Sphere City |
I look at myself in the mirror several times a day, and each time i see a different person.
I am Hyper-sensitive and most of the time dislike human interaction (apart from sex which i get once every few months by my friend, shes a meth addict).
I wake up each morning nauseous from the dreams i have at night.
I have 3 pillows, i like to alternate them throughout the night. |
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| david.michael |
| quote: | Originally posted by Sphere City
I look at myself in the mirror several times a day, and each time i see a different person.
I am Hyper-sensitive and most of the time dislike human interaction (apart from sex which i get once every few months by my friend, shes a meth addict).
I wake up each morning nauseous from the dreams i have at night.
I have 3 pillows, i like to alternate them throughout the night. |
If you're unhappy with it, see a therapist. Seriously. It can only help.  |
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| Sphere City |
i know i should but it makes me feel like im weak and vulnerable having to go TALK to someone about my issues. I have read alot of spiritual zen bull to try and fix myself and it has just cause me to have internal battles between what reality i should be living in and what emotions to feel, which thoughts are real what are not, i constantly monitor my thoughts, having thoughts within thoughts.
Paranoia, anxiety, depression,
Borderline Personality
Avoidant
im ed. |
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| LAdazeNYnights |
| this thread makes me want to kill myself. |
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| SYSTEM-J |
| quote: | Originally posted by Sphere City
i know i should but it makes me feel like im weak and vulnerable having to go TALK to someone about my issues. |
What do you think you're doing in this thread? |
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| Sphere City |
I have lost 5kg of muscle,
this was from my most recent attempt at self destruction (meth + scotch) for 8 days. Also visited hookers a few times and got my ass dragon drilled. |
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| david.michael |
| quote: | Originally posted by SYSTEM-J
What do you think you're doing in this thread? |
My point exactly...
You're clearly suffering from some "depression-spectrum" illness, as are so many others who are too ashamed to seek treatment for some reason. If you are sick you would go to the doctor. Unless your sickness was mental, then you just feel like you need to "man up" and post about it on the internet?
Seriously, just give it a shot. :) |
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