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| wotyzoid |
| How old are you, creep? Were you neglected as a child? |
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| SynthNinja |
| quote: | Originally posted by wotyzoid
How old are you, creep? Were you neglected as a child? |
31, hey thats to personal seriously cmon..this not place to share that info especially to someone i never came across face to face. |
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| wotyzoid |
No ing way you're older than me. , I feel so much better about myself.
Do you have a job? |
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| SynthNinja |
| quote: | Originally posted by wotyzoid
No ing way you're older than me. , I feel so much better about myself.
Do you have a job? |
I will have one soon, things are looking up but not at the moment since I'm unfortunately disabled. |
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| wotyzoid |
| What kind of disability? Has to be a learning one... |
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| SynthNinja |
| quote: | Originally posted by LoveHate
Leave the meds alone ....
Only smoke reefer |
You would sure see a meltdown and def me not acting straight, you can see come across as a shicz without meds by my psychotic wild behavior.
I think I'd be act worse than lang :nervous: and thats major
thank the lord for medicine |
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| wotyzoid |
| You have schizophrenia? |
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| SynthNinja |
| quote: | Originally posted by wotyzoid
What kind of disability? Has to be a learning one... |
Well it started as depression, did drugs with friends, head on spiral out of control with elevator up and down blown bipolar, drugs again got worse then into paranoid schiz. which is the worst like you loose contact with reality around you, on top of that voices in your ears at. night
thats not the worse of it, I got a lot of pimples and kept squeezing them uncontrollably to the point I decided I wanted to try clarivis (accutane) and the main side effect just happen to be psychosis :( I took the risk, worse decision in my life. I wish I could go back but I can;t
I'm so ed and dependent on hard medicine & the one thing I thank god for is the ability to never miss a dose, every night I take them before I go to bed. |
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| wotyzoid |
| You should try to get help and not be wasting your time here. You have serious issues. Everyone here has problems, but we're functioning adults for the most part. You have more pressing matters to deal with I think, such as regaining control of your sanity. |
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| SynthNinja |
| quote: | Originally posted by wotyzoid
You should try to get help and not be wasting your time here. You have serious issues. Everyone here has problems, but we're functioning adults for the most part. You have more pressing matters to deal with I think, such as regaining control of your sanity. |
I sought help during the time I was perm banned, I got therapy like a week after stu took me out or was it Neo,
and during that meltdown I lost my good looks and gained considerable amount weight with burgers and pizza, |
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| wotyzoid |
| Are you still going to therapy? |
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| SynthNinja |
| quote: | Originally posted by wotyzoid
Are you still going to therapy? |
yes once a month I go to the clinic, for blood check ups, counseling and med prescription online wire downs for wall greens that I pick up with my car. |
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