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So, I've slowly become what I had feared the most
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Lira
Here's a song to set the mood for this thread:

It's not trance.
Without noticing, we may end up becoming the things we fought the most. I had never planned, and I had not expected either. It just came.

I fought against it as much as I could, as I thought it was not a part of me. In fact, I thought it was the thing that had hurt me the most, and I still think it did. Somewhat like a virus, which you can't see. Just entered myself, and slowly, it could be seen by those who passed by. I just couldn't see it myself. I wasn't aware there was a mirror.

Nor could I notice there was one. That image looked familiar, but I just couldn't tell where it had come from. The same way ice can burn, remedies can kill and uplifting trance can be depressing: I found strenght in the weakness, or so it seemed.

Was I blind? Afraid, that's what I was, rather than blind. But I'm happy now. Happy and peaceful. Not sure whether this is the real me, but I know my inner bastard will always be inside of me telling not to be such a bloody drama queen. Or maybe not.

For those of you who are wondering, no, nothing happened today, and I'm completely sober. It was just a moment of self-awareness. And a lame excuse to post this background music.

But I've truely become what I least expected. It's just a matter of dealing with it.

This thread is reserved for anyone else who's feeling weird today.
D-res
You're colorblind? :p
Lira
quote:
Originally posted by D-res
You're colorblind? :p

Quite. I had only seen black'n'white.
D-res
:haha: that'd be crazy.... anyway, back on topic, i have had a lot of days where i just not felt like myself, and the next morning i would feel better and more like myself.
Lira
quote:
Originally posted by D-res
:haha: that'd be crazy.... anyway, back on topic, i have had a lot of days where i just not felt like myself, and the next morning i would feel better and more like myself.

Seriously, I'm alright.

The music is just to set a dramatic feel :D
D-res
that music is depressing :nervous:





phhhht:stongue:
Lira
quote:
Originally posted by D-res
that music is depressing :nervous:





phhhht:stongue:

Don't you get it? He's ready!
D-res
im craaaaaaazy tonight:crazy: :crazy: :crazy: whoaaaaa:eyespop: :eyespop: :eyespop: :eyespop:


He's is ready indeed
Floorfiller
i have a friend that is color blind...well not completely like a dog or something but he can't tell the differene between certain colors...
Tranc3
:wtf: :wtf: :wtf: :wtf: :wtf:

D-res
i know a kid that sees all greens in grey. that would sex because green is the color we see the most so just imagine it.... craaazy
TweeK
it must suck seeing black and white only:nervous:
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