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have you accomplished anything useful today? (pg. 2)
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| P4z! |
| I watered my bonsai trees today :D |
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| Orbax |
| I walked around a bit. |
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| Nadi |
| I regestired for the sat II and attended a lecture from one of the admission officers at USC |
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| montie |
| i talked to a mime |
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| Turbonium |
I multitasked since 6pm. "What is that?" do you ask? Well, I basically posted on this and another messageboard, did my homework, listening to trance, talked on the phone, and played some computer games, and ate - all at the same time!!!
I got the skillz alright (which is why I JUST finished my homework and am heading off to a promising 2 hours of sleep before I have to wake up for school).
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| Scorchio |
I Just woke up.
No school.
No job (bah)
no money.
IM HAPPY :) |
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| Zenchowdah |
Time to go to bed.
What have I done today? Hmm.
My room is a mess.
Sat around.
Bored.
Who am I to complain?
I live in a nice house.
I am well fed.
My parents love me. They don't hit me or stub out cigarettes on my back.
I go to a decent enough school.
I'm not bullied, beaten, or left for dead.
I am not popular. I'm not Mr. Popular, but who cares?
Me? Nah.
Wait...
Maybe I do.
Just a little though.
When I think about it, I'm not too sure about my friends.
OK. So not friends. Just classmates, then.
But still friends, in a way.
So why is there that quiet when I enter the room, and sit at my desk?
Indetectable. Not even to the most sensitive equipment on the Earth.
But it's there.
Come to think of it, I'm not so sure about my parents.
Or parent.
My mom and I dont see eye to eye. I feel small. Who cares?
Me? Nah.
Wait...
Maybe I do.
Just a little though.
She does stuff for me. Makes me dinner.
Sometimes.
She's busy. Work is hard. Who cares?
Me? Nah.
Wait...
Maybe I do.
I sit here.
Suddenly I feel a burst of emotion.
Rage.
Quiet, silent, rage.
I want to scream. To shout. To tell my parents how I really feel. To tell my parents how I feel about my ty life. To blow my own ing head off. To be where I want to be. To hate. To hate myself. Why?
The one decision I had to make.
The one single choice. Not difficult.
I knew what I wanted.
I didn't have the guts to say.
To shout and scream and cry.
To pound my fists in rage.
I hate my Mother. I hate my Father. I hate my Grandfather. I hate my Sister. I hate Mike. I hate Bob. I hate Steve.
I hate Matt. I hate Stew. I hate everyone. Everyone in this whole godforsaken, pissy little world. I hate them all. I hate you.
I hate myself. I will spend the whole of the rest of my worthless, pissy little life regretting the one time when I had a choice.
Not for long you fat, lazy .
"Go to bed!"
I want to shout and scream and cry.
To pound my fists in rage.
I cannot.
Why?
Who am I to complain?
I live in a nice house.
I am well fed.
My parents love me. They don't hit me or stub out cigarettes on my back.
I go to a decent enough school.
I'm not bullied, beaten, or left for dead.
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow, I will wake up. Another day, but tonight's silent rage?
Forgotten.
But for now, I hate them. I hate them all. I hate them all. I hate them all.
Who cares?
Me? Nah.
Wait...
Maybe I do.
But just a little...
Who am I kidding?
Time to go to bed.
^I wrote that today. |
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| TranceGiant |
| quote: | Originally posted by Zenchowdah
^I wrote that today. |
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I hope you don't have a gun. |
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| Misty Kitty |
| i took the rubbish out, then made my housemate/coworker breakfast |
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| DJ Mikey Mike |
bit of tv, bit of the old decks, played some pc games.. pretty much all  |
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| Fraggle |
hehe, reinstalled winxp around midnight after some kinda raid failure killed my o/s partition :(
played cs 1.6 funmap server for a few hours after reinstalling everything to get my system cosy again :)
did the laundry around 11
then slept until afternoon
and not doing much now, should get dinner ready soon i guess
should finish my tax return tonight so i can post it soon :D
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