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Romance in trance ? (2004 edition) (pg. 4)
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| Vlad |
| quote: | Originally posted by janieliza
He is from Dublin and his family decided i was a "Proddy" as the Catholics say over there....
JK...No i doubt that was it really at all :)but I couldn't resist
But after living together for nearly two years with plans of marriage (Not just planned by me- yes we girls want to get married and tend to press the issue sometimes, but, he asked his best friend to be the best man and everything).
Anyway, one night he went out to dinner with his cousin, his best friend, and his very Irish (obvious but pivotal) Mother...without me even tho I was supposed to be picked up to go with themto meet his mom, but they "Ran out of time"...Anywas he comes home and suddenly tells me he is going to get a place on his own for a while, ie moving out. I freaked out, and he left the next day for good leaving me alone with his roomate...(No nothing happened)
And that was it, all the "I can't live without yous' , "you complete mes" and ""Best sex I ever had" meant all in the end.
/end sob story
/end violin audio
Love is grand, can hardly wait for valentines day...I only got one v-day with him that sucks the big one too.
Cheers :( |
Need a shoulder? Id be happy to lend you mine - might as well put it to some use...
Need a valentine? Id be happy to lend my services...
BTW, just to add to what I said before - The pope has got more action than me, and thats not including little boys. :nervous: :eek: :eyes:
Heres a poem I found on my computer that I wrote sometime last year, I had a folder with about 10 poems, but I accidently deleted it. :sadgreen:
On the edge of a cliff
Contemplating my existence
Looking down into the abyss
Wanting to jump into forever
Forever is too long
I feel like I知 living it
Why is life draining me
Of the life I want to live
I知 at the end of the road
My voice has sunk into monotone
Intoxicated with life
But unfortunately so alone |
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| ShellSh0ck |
| quote: | Originally posted by Vlad
Heres a poem I found on my computer that I wrote sometime last year, I had a folder with about 10 poems, but I accidently deleted it. :sadgreen:
On the edge of a cliff
Contemplating my existence
Looking down into the abyss
Wanting to jump into forever
Forever is too long
I feel like I知 living it
Why is life draining me
Of the life I want to live
I知 at the end of the road
My voice has sunk into monotone
Intoxicated with life
But unfortunately so alone |
good stuff vladi, well written...
a few thoughts by myself...
...winds whisper in my ear
so strange, your voice I hear
staring at the restless sea
in waves I see you and me
my shell of life echoes pain
eyes filled like pouring rain
my mind in travel to happy days
life so full and passioned phased
even silence had a joyous song
the feel of love and I belonged
moonlight flowing in your hair
your eyes of love filled with care
your lips part with passions fire
my hands trembled with desire
in loves rush we, as one, ignite
so begins this loving flight
longing senses, tender bliss
it all began with a single kiss
in the wind this errie sound
my dream ends, waves pound
on this beach just sand and me
the lost hope of what could be
Just a fool in loves memory
haunted by all and never free
tears of loss streak my face
lost in this forgotten place
to have you back at any cost
reclaim my heart and love lost
I walk across this lonely span
no footprints left in blowing sand
...lost...
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| vtec junkie |
| ^^^^I like that Michi, nice work:toothless |
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| Sunshine79 |
omg Michael! so heartfelt! really wonderful. i didn't write a poem but i want to post the one we share because i think it's fitting.
The Night has a Thousand Eyes
(Francis William Bourdillon)
The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.
The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one:
Yet the light of a whole life dies
When love is done.
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| Wicked Neo |
| quote: | Originally posted by politicsofdancin
not me, i hate you all :p |
U stupid woman !
as we in the UK lovingly call her . . . :p
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| ShellSh0ck |
| quote: | Originally posted by vtec junkie
^^^^I like that Michi, nice work:toothless |
thx brain...
| quote: | Originally posted by Sunshine79
omg Michael! so heartfelt! really wonderful. i didn't write a poem but i want to post the one we share because i think it's fitting.
The Night has a Thousand Eyes
(Francis William Bourdillon)
The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.
The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one:
Yet the light of a whole life dies
When love is done.
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yea bri...this bourdillon poem is just awesome.i lav the 2nd verse very much. :eyespop:
...hehe and you never expected, that i would know this one. ;) :D |
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| Vlad |
This is something I wrote at a very dark and depressing time...
Sleepless
Haunted by a memory of the past
I look to find a savior
The dark pain the memory brings
Is a deep scar that can稚 be healed
Looking up at the dark ceiling
Hoping the agony would let go
The hand like branches on the wall
Make me feel I知 being watched
Looking out the clouded window
Seeing bright lights and a dark sky
Dying trees and run-down house
Puts my heart in a twisted beat
Blood starts rushing to my head
I lie here in my bed in an emotional panic
In a frantic state forever will be
Sleepless for eternity |
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| Sunshine79 |
| very deep vlad. sounds heartfelt. i admire that. nice job! |
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| vtec junkie |
| quote: | Originally posted by ShellSh0ck
thx brain...
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If i could have a $ for every person that called me Brain LOL. |
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| ShellSh0ck |
| quote: | Originally posted by vtec junkie
If i could have a $ for every person that called me Brain LOL. |
:haha: :haha: :haha: sawry bri ;) :stongue: :stongue: |
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| Sunshine79 |
| quote: | Originally posted by vtec junkie
If i could have a $ for every person that called me Brain LOL. |
at least people know how to pronounce your name! no one ever gets mine right.
it's BREE-AHHHNNN-UHHH lol |
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| janieliza |
| quote: | Originally posted by ShellSh0ck
it all began with a single kiss
in the wind this errie sound
my dream ends, waves pound
on this beach just sand and me
the lost hope of what could be
Just a fool in loves memory
haunted by all and never free
tears of loss streak my face
lost in this forgotten place
to have you back at any cost
reclaim my heart and love lost
I walk across this lonely span
no footprints left in blowing sand
...lost...
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OMG I just got chills reading that again, SHellshock you are SO what your custom status says with that one :)...And a great emotive writer (dont know if thats the word)I love the tragic romantic poetry :)
| quote: | Originally posted by Vlad
This is something I wrote at a very dark and depressing time...
Sleepless
Haunted by a memory of the past
I look to find a savior
The dark pain the memory brings
Is a deep scar that can稚 be healed
Looking up at the dark ceiling
Hoping the agony would let go
The hand like branches on the wall
Make me feel I知 being watched
Looking out the clouded window
Seeing bright lights and a dark sky
Dying trees and run-down house
Puts my heart in a twisted beat
Blood starts rushing to my head
I lie here in my bed in an emotional panic
In a frantic state forever will be
Sleepless for eternity |
Vlad I love this as welll I think this was my entire weekends state of mind. Also thank you for the offer in your other post I may take you up on that In things get that deadly ...not the good term but not the fatal intereptation I am still positively happy to be here no matter how crappy my lovelife can get. Except for those two years I never really had any luck in that department! Had in fact given up looking completely ,as you do when faced with lots of unrequited love, and thats when we got together, always ha[ppens when you are not looking I guess. Threw my plans to moveout of NYC and move to Florida to study for a scubainstructor license. That was my true love at the Beginning of 2001, well all seemed worth staying here after a few weeks of having that connection. I should have left anyway and done the long distancething, ing hell. Anyway now it is just hard to get the inspiration again for that type of life change, you need alot of recent diving and my pocketbook says no :)
OK so who had fun last night.,...
PLeass all you lot who went to Joof tell me I'm a dumbass for not going! Stayed homeall weekend ...well, actually I tried to catch Vic at Avalon, they even gave me the cute single girl discount at $15 lol, maybe just single girl disc, anyway, I got up to the search area and when she looked in my laptop bag, she found som e things (typo there explaines heh) and saidoh go outside an throw those away...
Needless to say I did not, but didnt chance hiding them and getting caught plus i didnt know where you TA lot would be :)
LOL I was prettyu forgetful there with possibly very bad results! Thanks Avalon for =not making my weekend a worse one filled with authority figures :nervous:
Vlad & Shellshock please feel free to PM me or post with more writing It is actually very uplifting in a way...If nothing else just the quality rocks! Mebbe we should get jobs writing for Morrisey or the Cure lol, just kidding you are much better. :D |
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