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Betrayal (pg. 2)
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| nchs09 |
| i onced slaped javi in teh back of the head.. close to stabbin |
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| Mr. Pink |
| quote: | Originally posted by kossack
(out of curiousity, what turn of events brought about this thread Pink?) |
oh man, well, yeah i guess i'll tell the tale...:nervous:
No one really knows about this cept for my closest friends. Mario, and gavin, and stephen REALLY helped me out when i first found out about the drama. They consoled me and proved to be my best friends, in times of getting sloshed, and in times of true heart break.
My girlfriend back in Puerto Rico.......I was madly in love with her. This was back during last summer when we met, and we decided to do the long distance. It worked out. I went back to PR in October, and in December and everytime we were together things were amazing. I treated her like a queen.
So January comes.......we decided to break up mutually. I was still in love, no doubt, but hey.....it was the mature decision.
All of my friends knew how I felt about her. Oh man, it's just unreal. Like, I cant even explain how much i cared for this woman.
Everyone back home knew this.
Everyone also knew I was going to be returning in the summer specifically to do some soul searching. Go back to Puerto Rico, stay in my condo, and just think about things. Be with Angela, see if i wanted to stay in puerto rico forever and just be with her. See where the future takes us. I was willing to do that for her.
During my mental anguish, should i stay in the USA? should i go back and live in PR?.......some betrayal was happening behind my back.
(background- i have (had) a crew of 6 guys: me, jorge, giova, fer, howie, and joel)......... the last three ive known for over a decade and they have stayed true to me)
She fuked one of my closest friends, Giova. The same one I had been sending all the latest Prog/House tracks for that month because he had no hookup on what was hot. The same one that told me to marry her, cuz she loved me, and we were so perfect for one another. My friend for 3yrs, but 3 yrs of goodness........
Then I found out that she did a bunch of with my friend Jorge. My best friend of 9yrs. He admitted it to me because my other friends told him if he didnt, they would
I found out about this in Feb. and it shattered me.
I lost the woman I loved and 2 of my closest friends all in the same day.
And you know, fine, maybe she didn't love me as much as i loved her.
That's life and i can understand that, as much as it might hurt. What isn't fine was two of my brothers......my closest and most trusted friends on planet earth.....my fukin soul mates.....ripping my soul in to 9billion pieces and ting all over me.
that hurts
and for that- i did not go back to puerto rico
and for that- i decided to start a new life here.
it's been 4 months, and im alright. But every now and then it pops in my head and it slices me into pieces all over again. And i know, if i ever do go back home, if i see any of those 3....... it'll be like getting decked in the stomach. I'll just probably say hi and leave. keep my composure and be the bigger man.
But i just can't help but think, "why".
I've never in my life done anything bad or mean to them. Always helped them out, gave advice. I was a damn good friend. Everytime i went home it was like a fukin parade of debauchery. Always great times and I thought they respected me and my love. That's all i asked for.....for them to respect my love for a woman.
I thought SHE would respect the fact that there's thousands of guys in PR, why pick my friends? But oh well....... it took 2 to tango, on two different occasions, and for that, i am empty.
and that's my story. |
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| Spunky Girl |
| Ahhhhh... that's pretty brutal :( |
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| Basstard |
man that sucks..
hate it when like that happens to decent ppl |
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| Clovis86 |
| Welcome to teh USA mang... |
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| jonSun |
| quote: | Originally posted by Mr. Pink
oh man, well, yeah i guess i'll tell the tale...:nervous:
No one really knows about this cept for my closest friends. Mario, and gavin, and stephen REALLY helped me out when i first found out about the drama. They consoled me and proved to be my best friends, in times of getting sloshed, and in times of true heart break.
My girlfriend back in Puerto Rico.......I was madly in love with her. This was back during last summer when we met, and we decided to do the long distance. It worked out. I went back to PR in October, and in December and everytime we were together things were amazing. I treated her like a queen.
So January comes.......we decided to break up mutually. I was still in love, no doubt, but hey.....it was the mature decision.
All of my friends knew how I felt about her. Oh man, it's just unreal. Like, I cant even explain how much i cared for this woman.
Everyone back home knew this.
Everyone also knew I was going to be returning in the summer specifically to do some soul searching. Go back to Puerto Rico, stay in my condo, and just think about things. Be with Angela, see if i wanted to stay in puerto rico forever and just be with her. See where the future takes us. I was willing to do that for her.
During my mental anguish, should i stay in the USA? should i go back and live in PR?.......some betrayal was happening behind my back.
(background- i have (had) a crew of 6 guys: me, jorge, giova, fer, howie, and joel)......... the last three ive known for over a decade and they have stayed true to me)
She fuked one of my closest friends, Giova. The same one I had been sending all the latest Prog/House tracks for that month because he had no hookup on what was hot. The same one that told me to marry her, cuz she loved me, and we were so perfect for one another. My friend for 3yrs, but 3 yrs of goodness........
Then I found out that she did a bunch of with my friend Jorge. My best friend of 9yrs. He admitted it to me because my other friends told him if he didnt, they would
I found out about this in Feb. and it shattered me.
I lost the woman I loved and 2 of my closest friends all in the same day.
And you know, fine, maybe she didn't love me as much as i loved her.
That's life and i can understand that, as much as it might hurt. What isn't fine was two of my brothers......my closest and most trusted friends on planet earth.....my fukin soul mates.....ripping my soul in to 9billion pieces and ting all over me.
that hurts
and for that- i did not go back to puerto rico
and for that- i decided to start a new life here.
it's been 4 months, and im alright. But every now and then it pops in my head and it slices me into pieces all over again. And i know, if i ever do go back home, if i see any of those 3....... it'll be like getting decked in the stomach. I'll just probably say hi and leave. keep my composure and be the bigger man.
But i just can't help but think, "why".
I've never in my life done anything bad or mean to them. Always helped them out, gave advice. I was a damn good friend. Everytime i went home it was like a fukin parade of debauchery. Always great times and I thought they respected me and my love. That's all i asked for.....for them to respect my love for a woman.
I thought SHE would respect the fact that there's thousands of guys in PR, why pick my friends? But oh well....... it took 2 to tango, on two different occasions, and for that, i am empty.
and that's my story. |
Damn, sorry to hear that. I remember your thread on advice on going back to PR to be with her. Its good to see your overcoming it. |
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| Mr. Pink |
| quote: | Originally posted by jonSun
Damn, sorry to hear that. I remember your thread on advice on going back to PR to be with her. Its good to see your overcoming it. |
yeah brotha, thanks.
it's all good now
i got mellymel :tongue2
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| jonSun |
| quote: | Originally posted by Mr. Pink
i got mellymel :tongue2
:haha: |
Lucky guy. :p |
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| igottaknow |
| quote: | Originally posted by Mr. Pink
Have you ever been betrayed?
Has anyone ever stabbed you in the back?
Has your heart ever been crushed, smashed, stomped on, spat on, and shat on by the person you thought would never hurt you?
What happened?
I have a story to tell, how about j00 guys? |
I heard some girl with the initials K.S. betrayed Dark Angel. When he logs in I'm sure he'd love to tell you all about it. :disbelief :stongue: |
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| lücid |
| quote: | Originally posted by Fundamental
At this point, I was thinking "Aww, poor girl". Until...
:stongue: |
yeah, it's ty, but i think i have betrayed more people than i have been betrayed myself. i've done some pretty ty things over the years. the only positive thing i can say is that i have learned from my mistakes, and it made me the girlfriend/friend i am today.
javi, that is a ed up story. that would really give me trust issues if i had to deal with something like that. that actually sounds really similar to something that happened in my old group of friends (hence why they're not my friends anymore). |
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| Slylee |
awww dude that is horrible! there is no excuse for your "friends"...how ty:(
i'm telling u right now though, it's going to take probably close to 2 years until you are able to think about it, and not get that feeling...time heals and i'm sure you'll find a chick (u said mellymel so that's cool:) ) who will help you realize that you have good things going for you here.
ur better than them (and her) and you always will be:) |
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| Fundamental |
| quote: | Originally posted by Mr. Pink
and that's my story. |
Terrible story man... :(
Look to the future though. Stay optimistic, and don't let the past affect the way you handle the things in your life. :)
...and TA will always be here for ya! :D |
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