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I Am Scared Outta My Mind (pg. 5)
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| **Joe_86** |
I know nothing about the subject, so I will just post to address my sympathy...
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There. ;) Hopefully, luck will be with you! :) |
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| Fatboy |
Wow, I haven't been online for days and this is what I read when I come back...
I can't possibly imagine what you're feeling now. The days before the result must be horrible:( I see why you're seeking help from family and friends, it's important to have support to keep you from, like you said, flip out.. You definitely have my support and prayers, I really hope and think the result turns out in your favor.. Like the others said, try to be positive, and keep us updated...
Peace |
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| mindshooter |
I dont know about you guys but for me this thread kinda changed my life a bit to. I can really feel that i can apreciate everyday even more then i did. Why worry about homework when i could be in Tiesto14īs situation? I think we all will think twice about safe sex and about really getting the most out of youre life!
And if even 1 person feels that way. Then YOU (Tiesto14) can be proud for what YOU did for us!
Peace ;) |
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| magicsushi |
Tiesto14, I've been in a very similar situation myself regarding my health and I can totally relate to you being scared out of your mind. Whatever the results, you will come out a changed man, and that change can be for the good.
I was lucky with my situation and I now have a new view of life and I feel I am now a better person for it.
I'll be thinking of you
Keep ya chin up! |
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| tiesto14 |
to mellankali
....those are beautiful lyrics....where are they from??...those are words one can live by...thanks for your thoughts...
to **Joe_86**
.....each and every post regardless of the length means so much to me...thanks you
to Fatboy
.......your right if i dont have all the support i just might flip out if the reulsts dont go in my favor.....i just hope i dont go crazy..
to mindshooter
........WOW thanks.....i never thought that i could be helping others with my problem....what you said made me really think....i hope this does help someone...just one person....i know i was a moron and dint use a condom and now have to deal with this problem...but like you said if it makes just 1 person start to use condoms all the time or be more careful then i feel HONORED....sometimes someones misfortune is anothers fortune....you made a VERY good point....thanks for your concern....
to magicsushi
........i am sorry to hear that u have gone through a health problem....and am glad everything seemed to of turned out ok for you.....i agree that after all is said and done one way or another i will be a better person....i can see the changes already in me....thanks for thinking of me. |
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| hypronix |
The song is Kai Tracid - Life is too short
oh so true...
wait for better days Tiesto114... for when you will wake up in love and harmony... sweet days shall arrive for thou, my friend
hyp |
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| Tranzmit |
Hey Tiesto14
Keep your chin up champ and don't worry too much as it'll all turn out for good no matter what happens. I just saw this post now as i don't get on-line much anymore unfortunately!
I wouldn't normally bring this up but I actually found out when i was 19 that I had a Terminal disease. It's not HIV but a rare hereditary genetic disease called HD that's 100% fatal. It's not something i can pass on except to my kids maybe. So i know i have a time bomb ticking in the back of my mind. When i first found out about it i was Severely depressed about it for about 3 or 4 months (yeah and suicidal) but i guess I've kinda gotten used to the idea now and thats just gonna be my life. Hell I know i can't be wasting time so i'm living life to the fullest (or trying to) LOL
I know how scary this is to go through and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. So yeah what can i say, if you ever need anyone to talk to about any of this please give me a PM or e-mail me K?
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| mindshooter |
| quote: | Originally posted by tiesto14
to mindshooter
........WOW thanks.....i never thought that i could be helping others with my problem....what you said made me really think....i hope this does help someone...just one person....i know i was a moron and dint use a condom and now have to deal with this problem...but like you said if it makes just 1 person start to use condoms all the time or be more careful then i feel HONORED....sometimes someones misfortune is anothers fortune....you made a VERY good point....thanks for your concern....
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:D:) Well you made me think at least :) So be proud of that!
This is something ive heard many times and im sure most of you have heard it but its true:
What doesnt kill you, makes you stronger
(Think its the right translation)
Its really true and as many of us said you (Tiesto14) will be so happy when you perhpas wake up that day after you got the "negative" test results. Imagine how happy you will be and how much you have grown on the inside! |
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| RTP |
It's not good to hear that you have sorts of nightmares or bad dreams in the night ... but I'm wondering that you can sleep anyhow! I hope all will be okay for you and that your fears are unfounded...
I have a story for U ... it doesn't fit very perfect into your case, but it just came to my mind ... may be U know it already, but lemme tell it ... maybe it could help ya ;)
There was a girl, who lived in a flat with her mother. One day she became very ill and got high fever and shivering all over her body. She had to lie down and rest in bed, but it did not seem to get better. It was rather the opposite, she got weaker and weaker. One day she told her mother that she won't eat anything anymore ... she was too weak. Three days later she said she couldn't drink anymore ... she didn't even want it. Her face grew paler and paler and the doctor said it she would certainly die of this illness. The winter was coming and the doctor said that she won't even survive christmas. One day the girl looked out of the window from her bed and saw, that the leaves of the ivy at the wall of the opposite house are getting less and less. He said to her mother: "If there is are no more leaves on the ivy I'm gonna die. I don't want to live anymore."
Her neighbour was an old painter and the mother has told him what the girl said. The painter wanted to comfort the mother, but he can't. She began to cry and didn't stop for one hour. Her daughter was getting weker and weaker and the leaves on the ivy got less and less.
One morning the painter was found on the street in front of the house - dead. People said, that he just was drunk last night and didn't find the entrance to his house and broke down and died. The mother was even more sad. Now she had not even one person to comfort her. She began to cry again.
The girl looked out of the window every day to see if all leaves of the ivy were down. But it seemed to be a miracle - one leaf just didn't want to fall down! The girl said: "If that leaf falls down I'll die!" But the leaf didn't fall down! One night there was a terrible storm but when the girl looked out of the window next morning the leaf was still there! So she drawed new hope out of it ... she said: "If that leaf is so strong I'll be too!" And she began to drink and eat again ... slow and little first, but every day a bit more. And it really got better with her! Three weeks later she was almost cured and the leaf was still on the ivy - it was a real miracle for both girl and mother! One week later she was cured and went out again to see the last hanging leaf on the ivy. But when she took a close look on the ivy she saw that the leaf was painted on the wall behind the ivy! Suddenly she realized that the painter died as he painted the leaf and that he has savd her life! The end.
I know ... I can't tell it very well in english, but it just came to my mind and maybe the leaf on the ivy can also you give new hope, Tiesto14!
I wish you good luck and don't forget to keep your head up :) |
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| Dj O'Callaghan |
| I was actually shocked when I read this thread like wordless for 30 minutes, tiesto14 dude I'm sorry to hear about the situation your in, and I have never ever been through anything as worrying as what you've been so I can't really say all too much, but I know what its like to be worried and waiting for things, listen mate I hope your test turns out good, keep your head held high mate, and my thoughts are with you. |
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| tranceaddict991 |
i hope u don't d00d// don't know u well but ur chill... i hope u don't... and if u do make the best of your life....best of wishe's
Jay (tranceaddict991) |
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| {b.s.e.} |
my thoughts are with you, man. i don't even know how i'd cope with like that, but i'm sure you're doing better than i would.
it's scary when people you know (or may not) are affected in ways like this, please take care and know we're all backin you man.
heh i am not great in the ways of comforting words, so i'll cut myself off.. :)
harley |
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