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need advice from E-tards.
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| E-xperienceXTC |
Hi.. my name is Anthony, I'm 16 years of age and live in California. So last weekend(friday) was the first time I ever dropped E. After asking my friends if I should do it or not because this is my first chemical drug.. (except for crystal which i only tried once but didnt like it cause you cant have fun with it) my friends told me this that this is the funnest drug to do and its so much better and diffrent from weed or alcohol.
So I decided to take a pill(R&B logol)at my friends house when he had his parrty. When my friend handed me the small blue pill and told me to put it on my tongue for a while then swallow it.. I did it and I could taste the bitter chemicals in my mouth and I felt really guilty about this but then just swallowed it. So the party was outside in the backyard and the Dj just barely came and was setting up. So we were just chilling and then later I felt like just not talking and felt kinda sick in my stomach so I asked my friend what was wrong but he just told me to wait.. so I waited and then all out of nowhere I was looking at the scene of his backyard and all the colors got sooo much brighter and I kept looking back and forth and all around and I was like "OMG I think im feeling it".. And the trance music was SOO good and I never did like trance but I now know why people like it so much. I had the best time of my life but when I starded coming down, I felt really sad and wanted to take another pill.
So the next day me and 2 other friends rolled again but this time we were in the car and just driving around and listening to music. But this time I didnt enjoyed it at much..and it didnt last that long. So I went home at night.. I was still kinda buzzed so I downloaded some trance and I just go stuck just listening to it and was dancing in my room and putting it on full blast. After a while I dint feel it no more and I felt so sad because it went away. I remember putting on this trance song "beautiful things by Andian" and I just starded crying becasue if you heard it before its a really sad song. I tried to sleep but I couldnt so I just kept crying in the bed silently but I didnt know why.
So the next day I slep like all day and when I woke up.. I just layed there casue I was so tired.
Then on monday I had school and when I went.. I was so tired and I felt like I lost my soul or something. I dont know why but I feel so depressed like I just lost someone really important in my life.
Is this normal or is it just happening to me but I still feel so depressed and tired and just feel like doing nothing. Will this go away? what do I have to do for it to go away? Is this just a first time thing and I'll go away the more I do it? I feel like now.. I want to do E again but if I feel this way the day after I would give it up. |
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| eFeKz |
| god damn you're only 16... |
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| Clovis86 |
| This reeks of fake lol. |
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| Danny Ocean |
| it will go away. it dosent always happen, and sometimes it dosent happen at all. ive never felt sad when im comming down or days later...smoke alot weed. |
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| kofrad |
| dont drop multiple days in a row. when you drop, it releases much of the serotonin in your brain. serotonin is the chemical that controls happiness in your brain. after you roll, your brain is deprived of serotonin, in some people they get depressed during the comedown and maybe the next day. just give it at least a week inbetween dropping and you should be fine. |
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| iammesol |
| This is why drugs are retarded. |
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| kofrad |
| quote: | Originally posted by Danny Ocean
...smoke alot weed. |
+1, weed is great during and after a roll. smoking during the peak of a roll intensifies is very much so, smoking on the comedown makes you chill out and dulls the comedown feeling, helping you sleep. weed helps me get to sleep after a roll, which is normally hard because of the insomnia |
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| arcadia190 |
what a waste :o
16 years old
and already messed up |
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| tribu |
| quote: | Originally posted by Clovis86
This reeks of fake lol. |
You want an E-Tard? I can get you an E-Tard, believe me. There are ways Dude. You don't wanna know about it...
I can get you an E-Tard by 3 O'clock...with cuddle puddle. ing amateurs... |
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| Caela |
yes it's normal. some people get more depressed than others after rolling though.
1. you should never do it cuz you're friends want you to and you should never feel guilty when you eat a pill.
2. rolling twice in one weekend (esp for your first time, not knowing what to expect after) probably wasn't the best idea. read up on E, and what it does to your brain (if u don't know already)...that's why u feel the way you do.
3. if you're this sad after one weekend, don't do it all the time. there are some people that can pop and never feel bad after, and others that probably should space out their rolling experiences, so they give themselves an emotional break. figure out which on you are.
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| Clovis86 |
| quote: | Originally posted by tribu
You want an E-Tard? I can get you an E-Tard, believe me. There are ways Dude. You don't wanna know about it...believe me.
I can get you an E-Tard by 3'O'clock...with cuddle puddle. ing amateurs... |
Walter what about the pacifier!?!! |
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| all-nite-freak |
| sniff glue its cheaper... |
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