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| E-xperienceXTC |
Alrit first I want to appoligize for being an these few days and not listening to advice and stuff.. but today when I woke up I felt so much better. I accually feel really normal. AHhhhh... I'm gonna go blaze with a couple of close friends today up in the mountains near where I live and just have fun.
All the adviec you guys say to just leave my friends and find new ones.. I realize I just couldnt do this to them.. I knew them for what seems like an eternity and after all the memmories we had together I cant just leave them. Anyways I just want to apolligeze if I wasted your time or whatever but I dont think I can change... I thought about it a lot and I think i'm just gonna do what I do and just go with the flow. And I cant wait till the next time I :eyespop: :crazy: ..(next weekend) BYE GUYS |
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| ::TranceVanDyk:: |
| quote: | Originally posted by E-xperienceXTC
Hi.. my name is Anthony, I'm 16 years of age and live in California. So last weekend(friday) was the first time I ever dropped E. After asking my friends if I should do it or not because this is my first chemical drug.. (except for crystal which i only tried once but didnt like it cause you cant have fun with it) my friends told me this that this is the funnest drug to do and its so much better and diffrent from weed or alcohol.
So I decided to take a pill(R&B logol)at my friends house when he had his parrty. When my friend handed me the small blue pill and told me to put it on my tongue for a while then swallow it.. I did it and I could taste the bitter chemicals in my mouth and I felt really guilty about this but then just swallowed it. So the party was outside in the backyard and the Dj just barely came and was setting up. So we were just chilling and then later I felt like just not talking and felt kinda sick in my stomach so I asked my friend what was wrong but he just told me to wait.. so I waited and then all out of nowhere I was looking at the scene of his backyard and all the colors got sooo much brighter and I kept looking back and forth and all around and I was like "OMG I think im feeling it".. And the trance music was SOO good and I never did like trance but I now know why people like it so much. I had the best time of my life but when I starded coming down, I felt really sad and wanted to take another pill.
So the next day me and 2 other friends rolled again but this time we were in the car and just driving around and listening to music. But this time I didnt enjoyed it at much..and it didnt last that long. So I went home at night.. I was still kinda buzzed so I downloaded some trance and I just go stuck just listening to it and was dancing in my room and putting it on full blast. After a while I dint feel it no more and I felt so sad because it went away. I remember putting on this trance song "beautiful things by Andian" and I just starded crying becasue if you heard it before its a really sad song. I tried to sleep but I couldnt so I just kept crying in the bed silently but I didnt know why.
So the next day I slep like all day and when I woke up.. I just layed there casue I was so tired.
Then on monday I had school and when I went.. I was so tired and I felt like I lost my soul or something. I dont know why but I feel so depressed like I just lost someone really important in my life.
Is this normal or is it just happening to me but I still feel so depressed and tired and just feel like doing nothing. Will this go away? what do I have to do for it to go away? Is this just a first time thing and I'll go away the more I do it? I feel like now.. I want to do E again but if I feel this way the day after I would give it up. |
that was me when i first tried E. dont put it on your tongue, thats gross. just swallow it with water.
but like you, the best nights ive ever had in my entire night were E-nights. just keep to rolling once a month is my recommendation if u want to feel something everytime.
if i want to "blow face", as in, i cant even talk, please just massage my scalp and put a vicks mask over my face for 8 hours, i need 3 or 4 "good" quality pills. its called "growing up" and that suckkkkssss. i remember one, and i was done. not anymore:(
but some of my friends need like 10, because they do it so much. |
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| E-xperienceXTC |
| quote: | Originally posted by ::TranceVanDyk::
that was me when i first tried E. dont put it on your tongue, thats gross. just swallow it with water.
but like you, the best nights ive ever had in my entire night were E-nights. just keep to rolling once a month is my recommendation if u want to feel something everytime.
if i want to "blow face", as in, i cant even talk, please just massage my scalp and put a vicks mask over my face for 8 hours, i need 3 or 4 "good" quality pills. its called "growing up" and that suckkkkssss. i remember one, and i was done. not anymore:(
but some of my friends need like 10, because they do it so much. |
Thanks for the recommendation...But last week I rolled 2 pills in 2 days and If next week I only do one pill.. will anything weird happen or will I not feel it as much? I also heard blazing before the peak really intensifies it.. I'm deffinally gonna try that.
And I heard about people smashing the pill and putting it in capsules..? I would probablly want to try this too cause its less emotional and more pysical. Can you use any kind of capsul..assuming you take out the original powder in it already and fill it with MDMA.
Thanks again Trancevandike..:eyespop: |
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| ::TranceVanDyk:: |
| quote: | Originally posted by E-xperienceXTC
Thanks for the recommendation...But last week I rolled 2 pills in 2 days and If next week I only do one pill.. will anything weird happen or will I not feel it as much? I also heard blazing before the peak really intensifies it.. I'm deffinally gonna try that.
And I heard about people smashing the pill and putting it in capsules..? I would probablly want to try this too cause its less emotional and more pysical. Can you use any kind of capsul..assuming you take out the original powder in it already and fill it with MDMA.
Thanks again Trancevandike..:eyespop: |
if your rolling that often, your tolerance with become high high high. if didnt know what E does to your brain, its this in a nutshell.
the hormone serotonin is stored in your brain. it is released in a small quantities and regulates good feelings, excitedness, anxiousness, good moods. people who are chemically depressed have a deficiently in serotonin many times.
when u take ecstasy, all the serotonin is released in one gigantic flood, and so u have the obvious feelings of "ecstasy". but once u come down, you have very very little serotonin left, and u need to allow your brain to recover the levels back. if your one of those rollers who just cant wait, i say wait at least one week to roll one time, if you want to feel any effect at all. your rolling hard now because youve been saving all the serotonin for 16 years, but that wont last long if u roll every weekend or for consecutive days.
i encountered this problem last weekend, when i went to ultra. i rolled the night before (friday), went to ultra, rolled again, but only for 30 minutes, then i was pretty much 90% sober.
PS!!!!! - if u really want to BLOW THE ROOF OFF YOUR FACE, smoke some salvia (10X +) when your peaking, and i promise you, you will enter another reality. www.salviasupply.com is where ive gotten some in the past. totally legal. |
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| BTG |
| i've felt sad after an e, but that was because i was doing so much e that summer, like 3 pills a week for a while...it eventually caught up to me. i havn't done e since december 9 , and i wont do any until may. |
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| adi26 |
| quote: | Originally posted by Ang ' ela_ie
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Brilliant observation.......LOL! |
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| adi26 |
| quote: | Originally posted by colonelcrisp
dude you should come party at the guv in toronto youll fit right in lol |
hahahaa.... |
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| Spartan |
I would suggest waiting two weeks in between rolling instead of just one like the previous posters have said.
Thats how long it takes to completely restore the seratonin.
Also don't forget to drink water while you are rolling. You don't have to go crazy w/ it just be sure that you drink at least a lil bit. |
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| Joycey |
| fake ass sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeit |
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| daeus |
The thread starter of this post must know- hanging with freinds that do all these drugs is not good.
I know people who have moved away, or just totally started their freind network again just to get out of it, its probably gonna be the only way. |
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| dj_bas |
| I have some advice, STOP SUCKING DICK! |
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| DavidL913 |
| quote: | Originally posted by ::TranceVanDyk::
if your rolling that often, your tolerance with become high high high. if didnt know what E does to your brain, its this in a nutshell.
the hormone serotonin is stored in your brain. it is released in a small quantities and regulates good feelings, excitedness, anxiousness, good moods. people who are chemically depressed have a deficiently in serotonin many times.
when u take ecstasy, all the serotonin is released in one gigantic flood, and so u have the obvious feelings of "ecstasy". but once u come down, you have very very little serotonin left, and u need to allow your brain to recover the levels back. if your one of those rollers who just cant wait, i say wait at least one week to roll one time, if you want to feel any effect at all. your rolling hard now because youve been saving all the serotonin for 16 years, but that wont last long if u roll every weekend or for consecutive days.
i encountered this problem last weekend, when i went to ultra. i rolled the night before (friday), went to ultra, rolled again, but only for 30 minutes, then i was pretty much 90% sober.
PS!!!!! - if u really want to BLOW THE ROOF OFF YOUR FACE, smoke some salvia (10X +) when your peaking, and i promise you, you will enter another reality. www.salviasupply.com is where ive gotten some in the past. totally legal. |
Are you tryin to f-ing kill the kid here? You must have the mental strength to smoke that shizz yo. |
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