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My mother found drafts of suicide notes I had written... (pg. 3)
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| Floorfiller |
| quote: | Originally posted by Boomer187
luckily my mom doesnt do this. Although I dont have any suicide notes or nekked pics :( |
you better get a notebook and start photoch0ping nekkid pics... :p
ps. i'll send you some too :wtf: |
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| Boomer187 |
| quote: | Originally posted by Groundhog Boy
I think the reason teen suicide is as common as it is is due to the fact that most teens are stuck in their situation. It's either that or run away/call social services and get placed in a foster home, which from media exposure, we've all seen horror stories of how that turns out. At least with suicide, you feel like you're in control of your fate.
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Plus they really have no idea of what a bad situation is. Im not talking about Lira, but a lot f these 'suicidal' kids have a wonderful place to back home to, they are just used to it and want something different. |
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| nchs09 |
| quote: | Originally posted by Floorfiller
tricky situation there lira...but you're a smart guy, i'm sure you can convince your mom that you weren't serious and that you're fine now :p
something i've never understood about suicide in general is why people even resort to it in the first place?
i mean...i would just assume most of the time it's because of depression or whatever right? well i think mood comes from the situation you are in in life. if you're not happy with your situation...wouldn't you rather try to improve your situation then kill yourself?
example...
let's say you are depressed because you live in this ty house, you don't have a job, and you are flat broke.
well wouldn't you rather rob a bank or something then to actually kill yourself? sure it's not in the best interest of humanity, but if you're going to kill yourself...what do you care about the rest of the world anyway? at least then you would maybe have a shot at improving your life right? |
... i can see that.. but for some poeple its tiresom...
they are living a life they hate, and they have to deal with it over and over and over again... another thing, imagine the loss of a loved one... the loss of ur child or ur whole family.... going broke, having a job..
eventually ill get to u... its sort of like a slow torture... u can stand it but eventually ull break |
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| Floorfiller |
yeah i guess so...
i guess some of us would just be more inclined to resort to lives of crime :stongue:
:p |
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| Psy-T |
| quote: | Originally posted by Boomer187
luckily my mom doesnt do this. Although I dont have any suicide notes or nekked pics :( |
liar :p |
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| Psy-T |
| quote: | Originally posted by Lira
Alright, instead of donating 5,00 R$, I'm donating 5,25 R$ and a baguette :D |
that's more like it! :p |
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| Boomer187 |
| quote: | Originally posted by Psy-T
liar :p |
I should edit in.....laying around the house :P
no way you'll find moreno |
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| Psy-T |
| quote: | Originally posted by nchs09
eventually ill get to u... |
there you have it, straight from the horse's mouth... one day nachos will get to you! :nervous: |
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| Psy-T |
| quote: | Originally posted by Boomer187
I should edit in.....laying around the house :P
no way you'll find moreno |
but admit you have no plastered to all the walls :p |
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| Lira |
| quote: | Originally posted by Subey
See that wink! Lira is crying out for help. This entire thread is a subterfuge.
If you need a reason to live, then i'll give you one. Stay alive at least long enough to see Italy smite Brazil in the World Cup Finals, and then you can get drunk and pass out in the streets of Brasilia mumbing "if only Ronaldo wasn't so fat we woulda won" |
:stongue: :stongue: :stongue:
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| quote: | Originally posted by KilldaDJ
so what changed ur mind about topping urself then?
if i got as far as writing the notes, id probably execute my plan pretty soon after i wrote them, otherwise why bother write the notes? |
| quote: | Originally posted by Floorfiller
something i've never understood about suicide in general is why people even resort to it in the first place?
i mean...i would just assume most of the time it's because of depression or whatever right? well i think mood comes from the situation you are in in life. if you're not happy with your situation...wouldn't you rather try to improve your situation then kill yourself?
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Since the questions are related, I'm going to answer them together.
Since my early teens, I was rather hopeless about life in general: because of my contrasting point of view about religion (when compared to that of my peers') and a really naive sense of honesty (thanks to my sheltered life), I had loads of problems at school, and as I grew up and sorted things out at school, I started having problems within my family (mostly with my mother). Not to mention that, when I turned 17, I became infatuated with a suicidal girl, and there had been a "suicide wave" in Brasília. But... I didn't kill myself.
Before killing myself, I decided that I'd first try to escape from the situation (the obvious :p), and I'd do that leaving the country. I then chose to graduate in Foreign Affairs, but ended up being dragged by my love for the academic field, and drifted to Japanese Language and Culture once I heard about how the Japanese embassy used to give scholarships to the best students (to the point I was the best ranked student in the entrancy tests, and had two very good chances to go to Japan so far).
From this point on, loads of good things happened to me: I made real friends (not suicidal ones this time, and not related to the university life), and I fit perfectly into university, as I'm usually very good friends with the professors.
Suicide seems to have a great social stigma though, and I must admit I don't understand that, but that should be material for a whole new thread :)
edit: Here, this movie reminded me a lot to my mindset back in my teens and suicide. Once you get past the "shock" and try to understand their behaviour (and ignore Marylin Mansons role in the film :D), you can pretty much "live" the situation. |
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| nchs09 |
| quote: | Originally posted by Floorfiller
yeah i guess so...
i guess some of us would just be more inclined to resort to lives of crime :stongue:
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i would too i guess.. but then u would have to live on the run... all the time.. scared cops are outside ur window... etc...
that remidned me of dane cook "WHERE IS THE VAN?!?!?" |
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| Psy-T |
| quote: | Originally posted by Lira
Suicide seems to have a great social stigma though, and I must admit I don't understand that, but that should be material for a whole new thread :) |
or a hijacking of this one ;)
p.s. can you pm tribu? i think the only way for you to donate without a paypal account (or a friend with an account) is if you send the money directly via mail.. or maybe a bank transfer.. but i doubt those are cost efficient |
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