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My mother found drafts of suicide notes I had written... (pg. 4)
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| Lira |
| quote: | Originally posted by Psy-T
or a hijacking of this one ;) |
Aye, let me just finish a few things and I'll hijack my own thread :p
| quote: | Originally posted by Psy-T
p.s. can you pm tribu? i think the only way for you to donate without a paypal account (or a friend with an account) is if you send the money directly via mail.. or maybe a bank transfer.. but i doubt those are cost efficient |
I'm pm'ing him later then :) |
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| Boomer187 |
well if you kill yourself you cannot go to heaven....duh. thats why we look down on it.
plus someone else has to clean your ass up. If you use a gun, please lay down plastic as one kid did in my old town back home. hehe, I used to talk with the guy that cleaned em up, he was a sicko. |
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| nchs09 |
hahhaha... its like that movie where nicolas cage is a con man...
he has OCD and he explains to the doctor that he would kill himself but then he realized he just cleaned the carpet and id get it dirty |
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| Subey |
| quote: | Originally posted by nchs09
he has OCD and he explains to the doctor that he would kill himself but then he realized he just cleaned the carpet and id get it dirty |
The best way to kill yourself is to pretend to be an escape artist. Then get buried alive. Absolutely ZERO cleanup |
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| Groundhog Boy |
| quote: | Originally posted by Boomer187
plus someone else has to clean your ass up. If you use a gun, please lay down plastic as one kid did in my old town back home. hehe, I used to talk with the guy that cleaned em up, he was a sicko. |
Someone's gotta clean you up no matter when and how you go out. I'd bet accident victims, which are in higher number, are cleaned up in worse shape than the majority of suicides. |
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| Boomer187 |
| quote: | Originally posted by Groundhog Boy
Someone's gotta clean you up no matter when and how you go out. I'd bet accident victims, which are in higher number, are cleaned up in worse shape than the majority of suicides. |
usually there is liability, and then a lil cost sharing. ;)
but you are correct, except for them old peeps that go in their sleep or on a hospitol bed. |
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| Psy-T |
| quote: | Originally posted by Subey
The best way to kill yourself is to pretend to be an escape artist. Then get buried alive. Absolutely ZERO cleanup |
according to some comedy act i heard, the best way to kill yourself is to stand on a chair, tie a noose around your neck, masturbate, and jump off the chair as soon as you reach orgasm :p |
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| Iyrlk |
and i thought my mom was the only who does this .
my mom actually found a note which i scribbled about how much i hate her after this fight i had with her about something i cant remember, it was a long time ago. she couldn't understand english though, so she didnt understand most of it. but she definitely knew i hated her then. yes its childish, but it kinda does help to write it out if you dont have a punching bag to relieve your stress.
second time, she was going through my ing bag the day before i was going on a trip. i had condoms in there, and she being all catholic and conservative, got so upset. she is pissed.
and i had this suicide note that i made when i didnt feel like living and she went through like a ton of paper to find it. and she understood it, but she just didnt care. there was no "go to a shrink" or "do u need help?". she was just like... acting as if nothing happened. that kinda annoyed me then.
now that ive had a couple of years to mature, i type everything in word. no one has bothered me since.
so lesson of the day: word +1 |
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| Iyrlk |
| quote: | Originally posted by Psy-T
according to some comedy act i heard, the best way to kill yourself is to stand on a chair, tie a noose around your neck, masturbate, and jump off the chair as soon as you reach orgasm :p |
best way to die is to live through this hell we call life as god intended.
to inflict as much pain of life and also enjoy the actual death, however it may come.
god is a deranged cynical lunatic. |
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| Final Call |
| quote: | Originally posted by nchs09
... i can see that.. but for some poeple its tiresom...
they are living a life they hate, and they have to deal with it over and over and over again... another thing, imagine the loss of a loved one... the loss of ur child or ur whole family.... going broke, having a job..
eventually ill get to u... its sort of like a slow torture... u can stand it but eventually ull break |
he's right..you will eventualy break when you have bad things happening to you over and over again. I used to be severely depressed..and a whole year and a half of nothing but bad fortune was too intense for me. Beginning year of 2005..i got arrested for doing dumb stuff..and then a hour later when i get back home from jail..the house burns down. I went to court with my family because i wanted to break away from my parents becuase...being emotionally tortured and neglected at the age of 15 was hard enough. I ended up moving to a whole new state..and things got worse from there. I took up cutting and ran away from home. The whole depression thing just kept building up on me..i couldnt even focus in school anymore and i dropped out. AND THEN hurricane katrina hit and killed my home..and then rita hit agian and killed my new home -_______-. All the way up to that crap i really wanted to commit suicide mostly because for the whole year i felt like everything in my life was going downwards. But i got better..and obviously im still here. Bleh us teenagers these days =/.
PS. sorry for going overemo if i did xP |
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| nchs09 |
| quote: | Originally posted by Boomer187
usually there is liability, and then a lil cost sharing. ;)
but you are correct, except for them old peeps that go in their sleep or on a hospitol bed. |
unless they themselves before dying. |
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| Sunsnail |
| quote: | Originally posted by Final Call
he's right..you will eventualy break when you have bad things happening to you over and over again. I used to be severely depressed..and a whole year and a half of nothing but bad fortune was too intense for me. Beginning year of 2005..i got arrested for doing dumb stuff..and then a hour later when i get back home from jail..the house burns down. I went to court with my family because i wanted to break away from my parents becuase...being emotionally tortured and neglected at the age of 15 was hard enough. I ended up moving to a whole new state..and things got worse from there. I took up cutting and ran away from home. The whole depression thing just kept building up on me..i couldnt even focus in school anymore and i dropped out. AND THEN hurricane katrina hit and killed my home..and then rita hit agian and killed my new home -_______-. All the way up to that crap i really wanted to commit suicide mostly because for the whole year i felt like everything in my life was going downwards. But i got better..and obviously im still here. Bleh us teenagers these days =/.
PS. sorry for going overemo if i did xP |
omg emo! :p |
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