seriously though, I had my first love back in high school and it was cool, we went through the whole "if I have to be appart from you one day Ill slit my wrists phase" (so emo lol) but then we went to college and drifted apart. I recently met up with her (after not seeing her for like 2 years) and she is a total bitch now. Thank god that didnt work out. But Ill never forget popping that cherry:gsmile:
DarkAngel
She's somewhere around here...with a broken wrist I think....
UWM
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Originally posted by DarkAngel She's somewhere around here...with a broken wrist I think....
Krysta One Oh One?
DarkAngel
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Originally posted by UWM
Krysta One Oh One?
:p :stongue:
i love deee eyyyyy
tee heee
but i dont have a broken wrist wtf
Actually not her. :o
UWM
Psy-T?
DarkAngel
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Originally posted by UWM
Psy-T?
:wtf: :wtf: :wtf: :wtf: :wtf:
Theresa
I met my first love, ironically, on the internet.
I had gone onto a local MSN chat and asked if anyone lived in my city and wanted to chat. Some guy messaged me, and it turned out we went to the same highschool.
After hanging out with each other, and talking for about 3 months, he asked me to be his girlfriend, and I ended up being with him for 3 years. We broke up 2 years ago, and I have been pretty much single since.
I broke up with him because he became someone I started to despise, and subsequently, was making me miserable. As for getting over him? I had mentally prepped myself for months before we actually broke up. I knew for a long time that things were crashing and burning, so it didn't hurt as much when it was finally done. However, I was lucky, and had several girlfriends I surrounded myself with for quite a while, and that helped me forget about it.
Not long after the break-up, he attempted to get me back, and I refused. Unfortunately, I figured that the best decision for the both of us was to cut off all contact between us. As much as I would have loved for us to have been friends, it wasn't possible. There was too much emotional baggage and issues there.
Perfect_Cheezit
I met this girl in the last two months of high school and we started dating, with me eventually falling head over heels for her. Things were good for a long time; I was going to go to school in LA but transferred back home (but for different reasons), and we grew closer together with me being at home. It really did feel like I was devoted and that I was in love with her, and it felt for a long time like she might be in love with me too.
My immaturity at the time masked the fact that I was entirely whipped to her liking, and when I tried to do things that I would do before we were dating, like meet a friend for dinner whom I hadn't seen in awhile, she would flip out. Her uncontrollable jealousy eventually tore the relationship apart and I ended up breaking up with her.
It was heartbreaking, but in the aftermath I felt infinitely better. Now I'm with a girl that right now I really like. We'll see how things go.
astroboy
I was going to make a massive drama post about my experiences but it was too huge and no one would read it so in summary: Love Bites!
:D
ozone
love!
that's what i got to say:rolleyes:
Slylee
i would mention my high school sweetheart, but i think puppy love is tainted and doesn't count.
anyway, believe it or not, i met my first true love on TA. Dawwwwwww! we were together for almost a year i think, and we did a lot of visiting back and forth...did the whole long distance thing. he's in cali, i'm in florida. he doesn't post any more though, and he actually always hated TA. kinda ironic that we started talking on here and met through here. this was way back in like 2001/2002.
he was the most amazing boyfriend i ever had, and i was still going through a very confusing and immature phase in my life when i was with him. i wanted to grow up really bad and step up to the plate and move out to california and go to school there and be with him, but i was too chicken . i had that whole mentality "he's too good for me".
i was too scared of my feelings for him and i was scared that he was going to one day change his mind and want to date other people after i made the big move out there. only because he had never really had a serious girlfriend before....i think i was like his first serious relationship, and so what did i do? i broke it off and completely pushed him away because i was stupid and scared. i felt like i was doing him a favor and i felt like if we stayed together, i would be robbing him of something that is very important in life, which is dating and having several serious relationships before you really settle down you know? i just had it in my mind that we were already doomed because of the fact that i had already had relationships before and he hadn't.
i still think about him a lot to this day. not so much like i want him back or anything, but more just that i feel like for really hurting him, but i probably did him a favor. i dunno. i care about him a lot and i've tried to reach out to him a couple times to see what's with him, but no luck:( i'm actually very happy right now with my boyfriend and i know he's moved on too, but sometimes i wonder if i'm ever going to be able to just let it go and stop thinking about him. i guess i haven't forgiven myself and i'm wondering if he has forgiven me, or if he's always going to think, "that bitch screwed me over hard" for the rest of his life.
i would just like to know that he's happy and has moved on. not that i'm trying to flatter myself and i think he's still like miserable. i'm sure that's not the case, but i would just like to know how he's doing and if he has fallen in love again and stuff like that. i just hope he's not bitter because of the one first girl who screwed him over. that's very common. usually if u get f'd over the first time u fall for someone, u tend to have your guard up for a long time after that.
THE_Chris
Well since we're all going through the sob-story phase I might as well post about one of the experiences that still kills me to this day.
In my last year of college I met this INCREDIBLE girl from France. She had come over as a foreign student to do the year of college with us. I didnt notice her for the first term as we had few classes together, but I certainally did notice her after she sat next to me one day.
Well after that I got talking to her, and we got on very very well. It was January at this stage, and I decided I'd ask her out after we'd got a series of lectures over. She disappeared for about a month, I found out later she'd been ill. Once she'd returned, I fell for her again. At this stage the term was ending and we had our study month before the exams.
She came up to the secret room where I was studying a fair few times during the month. But I had a decision to make. Wasnt an easy decision, and it still pains me now, 15 months on. I had to choose between a relationship with her, and my exams. I realised that if I did go out with her, my final college exams would be doomed to failure. After all I've been through over the years with girls, I wouldnt be able to do a bit of study, and for my finals, it was 8 hours solid study per day for the month to even have a hope of passing.
I stand by my decision to this day - I didnt ask her out. I just couldnt with all the work I had to do. Even though I know I made the sensible decision, it still hurts to think what could have been, if it wasnt for those bloody exams for a degree that hasnt found me a job 15 months on. In the end, I just barely passed my exams, despite 12 months solid work of about 5 hours per day, and a month of 8 hours per day study.
She's in France now, somewhere. I dont know where. I have her email address and have chatted a bit since, but theres no hope there. The desicion not to ask her out was easily the hardest decision I've ever made, but it had to be done.
Since then though, I've met a far nicer girl. Trouble is, this new situation is about 10 times more complicated, so I hold even little hope for this. I just try not to think about it too much so rarely mention it.
I think I'm going to give up and go live in a cupboard :)
