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Your moment of Paranoia... (pg. 5)
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| dallastar |
| Right now, I am paranoid to eat at my work ever again!:nervous: :nervous: :nervous: :nervous: |
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| Slixter |
| quote: | Originally posted by _EuG_
I used to get stoned and go to BK and order big macs by accident, i would get so ambarrased that i would jus drive away |
LMFAO :D |
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| Spike |
| weed makes me really paranoid for some reason...so i quit! no more paranoia |
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| Silky Johnson |
| I think some people are just natually prone to becoming paranoid when they take drugs. |
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| Slixter |
| quote: | Originally posted by jennypie
I think some people are just natually prone to becoming paranoid when they take drugs. |
Very true...some people just can't handle anything. |
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| capo tutti di |
| One nite I was out with about 5 friends we all popped and of course we split up, never a problem because, we all find eachother somewhere and I mean who cares whe everyone soon becomes a friend. Anyways I think I had a bad batch I was alone, drenched in sweat, I couldn't manage a sentence, I was smoking fliters, I noticed at the end of the nite that yes on the patio people were looking at me..why? my shirt was inside out,I was told I was babystepping while it appeared holding on to a railing that..well wasn't there. I also danced topless by myself for god knows how long and had a few sobering moments when I thought I had made new friends on the dancefloor until one leaned in and said "yo bro!?" I said "yo", him "you gay", me " no"(shirt back on instantly in a rush by rush i remember standing on the dancefloor for about 5 mins looking for the hole to put my head through on a all white shirt) I eventually met up with friends to notice we were being watched( probably my fault as my eyes were the size of baseballs, and I'm sure I was the ass end of a few funny stories the next day) my friend also noticed this too, I had neve felt more uneasy i my life as it seemed a group of ppl were talking about me on the dancefloor and closing in little by little. Since that time i think that possibly because I would just STARE at people with these huge eyes,sweaty scary face and inside shirt infact they were probably more scared of me..since then I just tell myself glance don't look at ppl lol...which actually has made me come as an to the nice social people because I in a way have become a paranoid freak when in the setting of lets say a patio at the club lol I was so ing embarrassed I took a month Hiatus |
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| _EuG_ |
| quote: | Originally posted by Spike
weed makes me really paranoid for some reason...so i quit! no more paranoia |
same here |
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| Slixter |
| quote: | Originally posted by capo tutti di
One nite I was out with about 5 friends we all popped and of course we split up, never a problem because, we all find eachother somewhere and I mean who cares whe everyone soon becomes a friend. Anyways I think I had a bad batch I was alone, drenched in sweat, I couldn't manage a sentence, I was smoking fliters, I noticed at the end of the nite that yes on the patio people were looking at me..why? my shirt was inside out, I also danced topless by myslef for god knows how long, I eventually met up with friends to notice we were being watched( probably my fault as my eyes were the size of baseballs, and I'm sure I was the ass end of a few funny stories the next day) my friend also noticed this too, I had neve felt more uneasy i my life as it seemed a group of ppl were talking about me on the dancefloor and closing in little by little. Since that time i think that possibly because I would just STARE at people with these huge eyes,sweaty scary face and inside shirt infact they were probably more scared of me..since then I just tell myself glance don't look at ppl lol...which actually has made me come as an to the nice social people because I in a way have become a paranoid freak when in the setting of lets say a patio at the club lol I was so ing embarrassed I took a month Hiatus |
This is why I never go to a club without my shades...:cool: |
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| _EuG_ |
| quote: | Originally posted by Slixter
This is why I never go to a club without my shades...:cool: |
+1
even tho i usualy dont end up wearing them, its always good to have a pair jus incase your eyes decide to start doing carido inside the eye socket :crazy: |
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| capo tutti di |
| as I've been told about the shades I hear it cuts out the whole, people watching you thing to as if they work like blinders on a horse lol |
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| Slixter |
| quote: | Originally posted by capo tutti di
as I've been told about the shades I hear it cuts out the whole, people watching you thing to as if they work like blinders on a horse lol |
Beleive me...it works!!! I've had a few moments when ppl are looking at me...throw the shades on and the paranoia disappears. |
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| heavenisblue |
yeah weed doesn't usually make me paranoid...its definitely my favorite drug. but..
| quote: | | There have been more times that I have been paranoid on E than not paranoid. I have had problems with anxiety in the past so I guess the E didn't help... |
I'm in the same boat there! probably my strangest experience was at guv in the middle of september. I think I maybe took one pill too many, but about half way through the night I was just sitting down cooling off with a friend when all of a sudden I started feeling a little uneasy. and then for whatever reason I just kind of decided that I wasn't going to make it that night...I had taken too much or the pills I had taken were bad or something, but regardless, I was going to die. actually even though this was clearly some sort of anxiety attack, I was quite calm. I told my friend I was going to go to the paramedic, stood up, walked to the security guard and asked where the paramedic was. I was so calm that he actually asked me if it was for a friend, and when I said no it was for me he looked at me like i was nuts. which, realistically, I kind of was at the time. so I went to the paramedic sat down and said "I took ecstasy tonight and I kind of have anxiety" and he just said "well, that wasn't to bright. but you'll be fine" and I sat there in the paramedics office for about an hour and a half.
then when my friends wanted to go home (they did come check on my several times and tried to stay with me, but I would have felt worse if they also weren't having fun) I said to the paramedic "but what if I die on the way home?" and he just looked at me and told me it was all in my head and I was fine. so I just left.
it was so strange because I was so calm but also just really thought that I was going to die. I actually tried to call my parents at 5am to say goodbye but the paramedic stopped me, haha. that would have been really awkward the next day. :nervous: |
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