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| drizzt81 |
argl..
what a mess, it is now 3:40am, i got to get up at 7 am and i just cannot fall asleep (tried for the last 30 mins!)
there is so much going on in my head, it is aweful:
1. I have been planning to go to see Scot Project this friday for weeks now, and I found out today, that my Engineering Honor society wants to have their initiation ceremony and supper THIS FRIDAY. Generally, this would not be a problem, if I did not have to drive to NYC (~3 hours) to get to see Scott Project. If I had to go to Boston only -1 hour drive- I would have no problem doing both, but I would not make it on time to NYC.
I told them that i have 'previous commitments' and that i cannot make it. Now I am curious to see what develops. If they tell me that I won't be a memeber if I don't show up this Friday, I am not sure for which I will decide. I can always join next year -as a senior- but on a resumee it looks better if i got inducted as a junior! :conf:
2. I have finally gotten some really nice messages from my current GF. I had been afraid that she wanted to break up with me for the last week or two, but finally, she sent some very nice words to me. While I should be excited about this, I am also wondering, if she is only toying with me.. I know, I should not think that, but a close friend of hers told me some messed up stuff about her. But then again, her close friend has a good reason to lie to me, since she has a crush on me.. dang :conf:
3. I am planning to roll at AvB, but I am afraid of having a bad roll for many reasons. First off, I have only done E once before and I had the time of my life, but only because everything else in my life was going great:
I had broken my personal best for the Marathon distance by 13 minutes, finally breaking the 3:30 mark!
I had completed my college project and was expecting to have done really well on it.
My girldfriend and I were together at a nice club, with some really good friends and we all fit together really well, since the group of us had been having fun for the last couple of weeks.
Now, my life is not as peachy, for once, I have GF trouble, then my classes are dragging me down, though i will be done by the time i will see AvB, and lastly I have no job for the summer just yet :(
apart from that, I do not know, how the E I took overseas will compare to the stuff i will get here..
oh well, so many things running around in my mind (additionally to the stuff above, i have a bunch of classwork that i just cannot figure out and that is giving me major troubles too) that i just cannot relax and fall asleep, so i guess that is why i write this HUGE rant here at now 3:50 am...
thanks for reading me, :)
Drizzt81 |
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| Stanza |
Hey there,
Yeah I sometimes get the same feeling as you. I can't sleep at 2 am in the morning and like I got job interviews and stuff coming up. It really gives me the s. Have you tried sleeping pills yet?
As with everything else, I'm happy for you that yo can see AVB and Scott Project. Just don't go too hard man :)
Good to hear nice words from your gf eh? Just hope it's genuine :) |
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| drizzt81 |
| yeah, well i finally fell asleep at like 4:30-ish am.. or something, i am dead beat right now :( |
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| webmeister |
aren't you the guy that said in another thread he got up at 3pm?
maybe that has something to do with it? :P |
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| biznology |
| well about the rolling...its not like mushrooms where itll amplify the bad feelings OR the good feelings. e just floods your brain with serotonin - the relax/sex hormone...so youll just be happy. the only way to have a *bad* roll is to take a pill that you know nothing about. and stick to straight MDMA if possible. mescaline is better than meth often too - unless you need to mbe bouncing off the walls. lat/e |
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| drizzt81 |
| quote: | Originally posted by biznology
well about the rolling...its not like mushrooms where itll amplify the bad feelings OR the good feelings. e just floods your brain with serotonin - the relax/sex hormone...so youll just be happy. the only way to have a *bad* roll is to take a pill that you know nothing about. and stick to straight MDMA if possible. mescaline is better than meth often too - unless you need to mbe bouncing off the walls. lat/e |
thanks for the info. :)
| quote: | aren't you the guy that said in another thread he got up at 3pm?
maybe that has something to do with it? :P |
i think i got up at like 11:30 am, plus i went to bed at 3am-ish the night before.. Database system design is ruining me.. too bad my teammate ain't pulling her weight.. |
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| Fir3start3r |
| It's ok...some people are just night owls....like me...:clown: |
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| STi_WRX02 |
| Same here. Lately i've been sleeping at 5-6 in the morning. Mainly because i'm always on the computer or playing HALO on Xbox. |
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| Werewolf |
it's nice to see ppl who r like me...made me feel better.
Everytime I try to sleep, I think about soo many different things(problems, plans etc.), and than get tired of thinking and fall finalley asleep. ;) |
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| CKYTEP |
| Well man, i'm just liek u right now, except worse prolly. Night before i took some of doctor prescribed pills for my cough and they knocked me out for 14 hours. I woke up at 6pm, now its 9.30 am next day, still cant fall asleep, I have a dentist appointment at 2pm, I'm staying up damn it |
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| drizzt81 |
| quote: | Originally posted by CKYTEP
Well man, i'm just liek u right now, except worse prolly. Night before i took some of doctor prescribed pills for my cough and they knocked me out for 14 hours. I woke up at 6pm, now its 9.30 am next day, still cant fall asleep, I have a dentist appointment at 2pm, I'm staying up damn it |
damn that sucks..
I hate it when it gets like that.. i currently need to go to bed early, tried to last night, but then my girlfriend was online, so i rather talked to her than go to sleep :) |
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| CKYTEP |
| haha, i know how u feeling, i when my gf went home to chicago for summer, i talked to her everynight until like 3 am. , wanan stay up talk to me LOL |
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