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No more XTC for me........ (pg. 10)
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| innominate |
how much risperdal u taking?
how much mdma did u take? ie how many pills and for how long... were they hard or soft or mixed pills?
of course u dont have to say anything... just wondering.
hope your coping alright with the world at the moment.
atb, jc |
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| innominate |
click on the new scientist magazine article at the top of the ez test web page. this is a super article and gives you some (?) objective evidence re MDMA and people and research.
get to ez test by typing in
www.eztest.com or press here
eztest |
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| Haai Henk |
You can enjoy the music better without drugs.
Just drink enough, and you wille ben jsut fine :happy2: |
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| TheFeeling |
| quote: | Originally posted by Haai Henk
Just drink enough, and you wille ben jsut fine :happy2: |
You mean Alcohol which is a legal drug and hasn't been proven to be a better drug than f.e. Cannabis |
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| theeyesofdarkness |
people please dont take this the wrong way but anyone who needs to take e every weekend more than likely already has some mental problems which may be slight but makes them more likely to fall into the phsycological addiction to e. and then the abuse of e makes that extremely worse.
the problems with e are pretty much something people can figure out before hand if they really think about it in a logical sense. seretonin is the chemical in our brain that helps us maintain a healthy emotional balace, e uses up your seretonin, our body 2 weeks to replace it, so if u are depleting it every week then you never have any. therefor you have NO emotional balance. thats looking at it from the physical angel now the phsycological... when you put your mind at such mental highs so often then when you have to deal with a low point in life that having experienced such a high makes that low seem lower than it really is. in reality the low really might not be that low but when coming down from such an unreal high it sure does seem like its pretty damn low. these are things that it doesnt take a rocket scientist to figure out just takes some thinking about what you are actually doing. but if someone is dropping e every weekend i guess they arent really thinking too much.
i dont want it to seem that i dont think it sucks what has happened to some people as the result of drug abuse. i have suffered tons of pain myself from the outcome of someone elses abuse. but seriously what did u think would happen? that u can just do what you want any day of the week and everything will come out fine? its only ignorance that breeds that kind of thought. my ex-boyfriend died from a drug overdose and it was HIS fault. yes he was physically addicted but he got himself addicted by continuing to take what he knew to be a physically addictive drug. its not the drugs fault he decided to take one too many pill (percosets, xanax, vicodins, that type of thing) one nite and never woke up. he chose to make that mistake. he knew the possible outcome of his actions and he still chose to do what he was doing and pushing and pushing the limits every time. well one time he pushed it to far. and hes doesnt even have the chance to be around to regret it. drugs do not put a gun to your head and make you take them every weekend. that is a choice individuals make on their own. and if you are going to make those kind of choices than you need to take responsibility for the outcome of those decisions. it may be a harsh way to look at it but essentially it is the truth. and i give much support to the people who realize that they have been making the wrong choices and decide to change that even if its after they have reached the point of irreversible damage. its still not an easy thing to do. addictions are hard things to break. |
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| innominate |
u have to be careful assigning blame when u are talking about OD. because the one thing you can be sure about is when u are doing it everything else pales into insignificance when u are on the drugs. they make u feel the way u want to so strongly thateverything else stops mattering.
feeling this way is done for many reasons... to get out of bad things or feeling good... the point remains that OD happens because people want to be there... the only problem being that they may want to come back or that the way they feel has altered their understanding of where they are going.
sad... please be careful.
p & l, ftw, atb, jc. |
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| kr00t0n |
But not everyone who uses, takes every week-end.
And some peoples mind can handle drugs better, in the sense that they have high serotonin levels/reproduction levels.
And it helps if you vary your narcotic from time to time.
I havent been doing much lately coz it's a mission to get to the parties I want to go to from London, and I dont have much money at the moment.
When that sorts itself out, I'll be back at around 3 pills every 2 weeks for 4 weeks, and then some acid for the following 2 weeks.
I dont know if this seems alot for some of you (totals 12 pills and 2 trips in 3 months) but thats fine for me. Quite a bit less from what I was doing last year (5 pills every week).
And not everyone NEEDS them, it can just makes things a little different now and again, much like why people drink alcohol at parties. I avoid drinks at all costs, coz I personally think that they are worse then pills. People get violent and often say things (terrible things) that they regret later. I've done this. Never again.
I'm sorry to hear about those who have lost people close to them as a result of drug use, but not every person who takes will OD.
Some people understand how dangerous they CAN be, and learn all that they can about it. I knew the ins and outs of ecstacy and acid long before I took, and I like to keep myself as up to date on things like as much as possible.
And I dont like the way that weed and alcohol are deemed acceptable by most of the non-users on this forum. They are also drugs, albeit it nothing like mandrax or heroin, but then again, neither are pills/trips.
Cheerz
kr00t0n |
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| TECHno addict |
| I just went to my first party in a LONG time, and its been an even LONGER time since ive been to a party and not done e. If anyone is in the same situation as me, and feels the e is losing its edge, QUIT!!!! (at least for a while) I HAD A BLAST!!! |
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| LadyLuck13 |
E , is a very bad thing. It can cause memory loss in some instances. Sure, you enjoy it while you're doing it...but later on in life, will it be worth it? Not IMO. I dont use drugs. I rarely drink anymore. I have my reasoning behind that. You'd be surprised how messed up your life can become with an addiction such as those. I dont need more drama :D
---But what do I know, I'm only old enough to be a mother to some of you.... |
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| Tak |
As I always say, you can determine good trance by cranking it up loud as seeing if it feels like extacy. You don't need drugs to feel good.
- reality is for people who can't deal with drugs. |
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| u4ea:[soulstar] |
I'm surprised this thread is still kicking..
Innominate: I find that bad and good experiences from drugs are precursors to learning a lesson. Some people go too far and never make it back. Some people blaze to the top of the heavens and fall down with a big thud (like me :D)! Some do not learn from the experiences either way.
Mushroom and E has opened the door to Satori for me. Ever since I stopped taking any drugs, I've met people who keep giving me clues of my true purpose for this world. Clues that date back to the beginning of Buddhism. :eek: How ironic these people can feel the connection I have within me, but I am clueless, still. :P
What I do know is E is a very strong empathic drug. What I felt with E was like being embraced by divine Love. What a "WOW" experience. So really the ultimate drug is "Love" itself.. People abuse the drug to get that "fuzzy" feeling back.. Chasing it, clinging to it like life depended it. That's how I felt, realized my undoing, and stopped. I've found a more spiritual way to connect and commune with nature.. Overgrow.com the world. :D ;)
So I leave you with some words about this four-letter word..
The greatest Love has no possessor, nor is it to be possessed. The highest Love is not the passions that ignite and die quickly in the darkness of nights. It is the blessed Light that welcomes all into its heart. The strength that is unconditional, compassionate.... and undying.... The flower that blossoms like a fragile butterfly unclasping its wings to the Angels' battle-hymn of "Liberation."
I will follow that butterfly until the end of days.. until I come home... |
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| TECHno addict |
| quote: | Originally posted by Palivar
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this totally shouldnt of been taken off!!!!
who thought it was offensive???!!??
she was the xtc chick!!!!
please pavilar post again, post again!!! |
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