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My pathetic attempt to get my exgirlfriend of 5 years back...love letter...
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| tiesto14 |
i can not get her out of my mind...today i said it...and wrote her this letter...i am scared to send it to her because it will do nothing, i highly doubt it will get her back...but i wrote the letter anyway...maybe i will send it....because i CAN NOT get her out of my mind even though we have been broke up for awhile now....
anyway here it is....dont laugh...:gsmile:
Jeanine….
I often dream of how it would be, if we where still together. Would I of ended my terrible ways? Would you still accept me for “me” as oppose to all the other girls I have come across since you, who only accept someone for what they have or who they know? I have grown, as a person, to understand what love is. You have taught me what this precious act of adoring someone is, to share a partnership with someone that enables you to walk side by side with that person with the grace, the compassion, and the fortitude through this wonderful thing we call life.
Since are parting I have seen from the outside, of a relationship, how other people treat their so-called loved ones. Some are enderaing, but all too often others are inconsiderate, self-centered and unattached. I look back at all the horrendous acts that I brought upon you through are 5 years together and am disgusted with my attitude and demeanor in so many cases. Apparentley the old phrase – “you don’t know what you had, until it’s gone” – is true. I always imagined I could live my life without you by my side or that I could find someone as precious as yourself one day in the future …… so far I was wrong.
Very few, are there people like you. A person who can love another, regardless of finacial status, education, looks, and what others try and convince you is wrong. You are a rarity that I unfortunatley disregraded. I am paying the price day by day, hour by hour and minute by minute. It took me a year or two to come to this realization, which is a shame considering, I did have the oppurtunity to have you back in my life once again. Will I survie?…I don’t know. I feel as if I won’t and it’s difficult to stay strong, knowing what I have done and who I have lost.
I often look towards songs, or better yet poems, to find me inspiration to write my feelings, however at this moment it seems to be coming from my soul. It’s hard to find the perfect words, I’ve tried so hard to convey. To convey everything I feel for for you. There are no words strong enough to express my sorrow and grief for what I have done, to your life, aswell as mine. A thousand pieces of paper and I would not be able to write the words I want to share and all the oceans in the world could not hold all the tears I have cryed.
As the years have gone by, I have tried to forget what it feels like in your arms, to hold your hand and to kiss your lips. Needless to say, despite of my efforts, with your memory, I can not part.
I can only hope for all the best in your life, for you gave me the best years of my life. You will undeniably make some man eternally happy, unfortunatley not me. You will one day bare beautiful children and become a thoughtful, patient and caring mother, unfortunaley not to my children.
Jeanine…..I am so sorry for all I took from you…..you are the best this world can offer. I acted like a fool, and for that I pay a sentence that I would not put forth to the hardest criminal. I loved you the moment I saw you, and I love you now, and I loved you every minute in between.
And heres a poem I wrote for you…of course I would write one.=)
I want to thank you for the times we had
When we where happy, when we where sad
How your smile could blow the clouds away
And nothing was left but a beautiful day
I can only wonder what would have been
Now with no love, not even as friends
For the beautiful brown eyes I will never see
Because your passion is gone
Theirs none left for me
I remember holding you tight
Thinking this is the best thing in life
Stroking your hair, kissing your head
Knowing without you I’m better off dead
Often I dream of a girl so cute
With that beautiful smile
She looks just like you
This is not an attempt to get you back
Just a remembrance of what I wish we still had
I know you don’t care what I say
I know I mean nothing to you with each coming day
I know it is the way you want it to be
You would probally like it better never to hear from me
This might make you happy, this might make you mad
But now you know why my heart is so sad
There is nothing that I would not do just to be with you
But now you have left in search of someone new
Not a day goes by I wish we could travel back in time
Wipe away all the tears that we have left behind
Maybe some day my dream will come true
Then it will be reality
Life eternal with you
Since I have your attention I would like to say
You can call me for whatever, anytime, night or day
I can only hope our love will meet once again…….
But if not…..
I will STILL love you until the end.
Love
Me |
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| Orbax |
| thats awesome tiesto. very well worded :) lots of misspelled words though...have you already sent it? but again very deep and cool |
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| Izzy |
wow tiesto14, that totally sounds like it came from the heart... seems like it was taken out of a tragedy theatre play. what a tear jerker.
"because it will do nothing"
if you send (sent) it out, there is no doubt in my mind that it will improve the sitation. it might not have the consequences you're looking for but a letter like that can do no harm. |
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| jploveparade |
I have much respect for you posting this.
I can see you have good intensions, and I'll wish you best of luck! |
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| InsomnEac |
first of all, nice letter man!
i had a similar situation with a girl. we went out for 4.5 years, broke up 2 years ago. i know that no matter how nice/touching/thoughtful of a letter that i could send her, it wouldn't bring her back. some things are irreparable, we dont see each other the same anymore. i've decided to leave the past alone and learn from my mistakes - especially, taking someone for granted!
maybe things will be different for you, i guess it can't hurt to try.
good luck bro
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| AnotherWay83 |
| nice letter and i wish u luck...have u been friends with her the past 5 years, or have u not even seen her and u're writing this so that it'll completely catch her off-guard? cos that mite be...strange for her |
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| Palivar |
| very nice, Tiesto |
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| Blue. |
| That was cool man :D good luck with that girl. |
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| Emil |
Tiesto,
A word of advice, send that letter to her!
Do you want to live with "what if's?" What if you didn't send it, and she is waiting for such a letter?
What's the worst that can happen? She'll either tell you not to write her anymore, or she'll try to work things out.
Don't live with the thought in the back of your head saying that you should have sent it to her, but didn't.
Send it my fellow TA, send it!
Emil |
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| fieroavian |
"well son, a funny thing about regret is, that it's better to regret something you have done, than to regret something you haven't done."
so by all means, send it already dammit. write it nicely on paper tho, don't e-mail her.
"and by the way, if you see your mom this weekend, you make sure to tell her
 SATAN SATAN SATAN SATAN SATAN."
mwahahahahhahahahahhaa...... |
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| HyPeRSoNiC |
wow! that's a beautiful letter!!!!!!
SEND IT! SEND IT!!!!!!!
maybe you should give it to her by hand, just to make sure she gets it..........
that letter will definately improve things for her........
I remember things weren't that good between me and my gf, and she was going away for a month in Canada..... so I wrote her a love letter and handed it to her a week before she left..... on the day she was about to break up with me...... and BOOM! things were alot better already!!! (and she didn't break up with me)... and I wrote her another 3 page love letter (and a poem too) so she can read it on the flight, and bought her this cute bunny so she will have something to remind her of me......
things are going great between us now, and she goes to sleep with the bunny every night....... (sounds stupid, I know. but hey...).
:) :) :)
good luck Tiesto, if she has any feelings left for you, she will come back to you for sure....... trust me. |
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| Blue. |
| quote: | Originally posted by fieroavian
"well son, a funny thing about regret is, that it's better to regret something you have done, than to regret something you haven't done."
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Too true. I liked one of my ex girlfriends for a long time and I finally told her about it. She told me that she was dealing with someone else and I was like O.K. I made a few holes in my wall and boxed for about 45 minutes straight but the day after I was feeling great :D. So considering it was like 6 months of me holding in my pain I'm happy I told her about it now. |
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