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my suicide story (pg. 2)
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| Omegasox |
| I hope whatever you're suffering through will progressively get better. |
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| Evil_Gnome |
| Glad you are ok man! Suicide is never a good way out. |
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| anuneventrade |
| Wow dude, glad you're okay. I did something like that once. Ended up pretty bad. Glad you're trying to get yourself back on track! You have TA's support :) |
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| [nils] |
man, thats scary :nervous:
take care now! enjoy life
try some new hobbies, friends etc? |
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| AnotherWay83 |
i'll never forget that feeling of extreme coldnesss coupled with violent shivering in the moments before i collapsed...heh its funny now that i think about it because the first few hrs. before my family found out abt what had happened i was alone (duh) with the nurse and she had the deepest, bluest eyes i have ever seen and i kept coming in and out of my senses and staring like crazy right into her eyes...and she'd just smile...and say things like "have you taken drugs"? and i'd nod my head saying no with whatever lil energy i had...
i was later admitted to the psychiatric ward under the category of "danger to himself" for about a week...most of the ppl. there had admitted themselves voluntarily because they were afraid they'd take their own lives...the american medical system is ed...the whole time i was there there wasn't a single day when a doctor came to me and spoke to me for more than 5 minutes THE WHOLE DAY...everybody was heavily medicated on anti-depressants (prozac and such) but i did manage to make the best damn friends of my life in the ward...one of them is a 27 yr. old d00d cool as , and another is a lady who is old enuff to be my mom but she liked me so much she kept saying she wanted to hook me up with her 20 yr. old daughter...based on her looks and her family story i think she's be a good looking too =)
when u're on drugs you can speak so damn fluently with big words and such its crazy...i also tried to hit on all of the pretty looking nurses but apparently there's a law that forbids nurses/medical caretakers from going out with anybody they manage for upto 3 yrs. until after the patient is out...:(
but thanks all for your support and whats this "other thread" that keeps getting mentioned
i'll be around as usual now... |
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| UWM |
If you immediately fainted on the spot how did you manage to hit the "Submit Reply" button?
Did a Kinko's employee do it for you?
Anyways glad to hear you're okay. |
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| AnotherWay83 |
| i myself dont remember exactly what happened cos the meds ed up my memory...i dont even remember the drive to kinko's from the beach and frankly im thankful that i didn't knock down a dozen or so pedestrians on the way...apparently i had submitted the post and then collapsed on the way out to my car...i dunno...the next time i go there for anything tho they'll look at me realllly funny haha :p |
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| TrAnCeAkI |
| glad to hear ur ok! |
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| DjDeComp |
DONT EVER LEAVE ME AGAIN
There was no one to chop my apples for my apple pie |
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| vtec junkie |
| Just remember one thing dude. No Matter how bad life is......its never worth killing yourself;) this has been one ed up year for me.......I got a dui, one of my best friends killed himself, my car was stollen, my best friend is getting sent to Iraq for over a year, my ex-girlfriend cheeted on me and then we broke up. Life sucks sometimes man but dont take the easy way out. You will never know how many lives you will mess up if you do. |
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| mto |
| quote: | Originally posted by AnotherWay83
sumtime back i made a thread called 'death, here i come"...i really was writing that after having taken 26 max. strength sleeping pills and i was trying to commit suicide...how i managed to survive or even drive the car to kinko's (thats a sstore where u can rent comps. and printers and such) (i consumed the first ten at the beach shore here, which is about 7 miles away from kinko's)
if u noticed the way that thread ended...well what happened is i actually fainted right there at Kinko's and i was rushed to the hospital and admitted to the psychiatric ward there for a week...i just got back...u can check the date and time of my last post
when i made that post it wasnt a plea for attention just left a note so in the event of my death the authorities wouldn't suspect my parents of foul play...other than that it was all real
what happened at the psychiatric ward is material for another thread all together...enuff for now, im alive and have been given a heavy prescription of prozac |
Happy for you man. Please dont try that again. Sometimes I'm suicidal too, but I just try to go out and do something and get the anger out. I dont know if you have anger, hard life, or whatever.. but killing yourself is the worst thing you can do. Sit down with a professional and talk. Glad you're alright. |
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| Streakfury |
| quote: | Originally posted by TranceGiant
Firstly I'm sad to hear it was all real and u actually ended up wanting to end your oown life
But secondly I'm relieved to read you'alive and ready to make a new beginning  |
Amen to that. Who else would maintain our boobs?? :p |
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