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Depression (pg. 2)
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| Floorfiller |
| i really don't wanna read all of these long responses, but to the thread starter...what is it about your life that you wish was different? |
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| Orbax |
| Mines the longest :p |
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| Floorfiller |
| quote: | Originally posted by Orbax
Mines the longest :p |
and i'm sure its very well thought out and meaningful hehehe...but i'm not depressed so i don't feel the need to read it hehehe :D |
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| nialsjd |
definently lived through it. the best thing you can do is share it with a professional.
I went through a lot for 3 years from socialphobia to depression to suicidal thoughts. I was caught with some violent material in my notebooks and binders and was sent to many different hospitals for about a year and a half until finally being completely free of doctors watch. I still take medications. Paxil, Cogentin and Risperdal. I don't know what would have happened to me if i had never been seen my a professional.
I'm not a fan of psychologists (constant "you are sad because you are alone/you are sad because u are not alone" bla bla bla) but its just another step to straightening out life. the first steps are never easy, but the end result has infinite satisfaction. |
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| Orbax |
btw I hate, ing HATE, paxil. It has sent 2 of my friends to the psych ward and another into berserk rages where we had to sneak into his house when he was sleeping and steal his pills and then we called his doctor so the doctor wouldnt let him have any more.
that drug. Ive heard so many similar stories, I cant believe its still legal. |
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| Jackson |
I have never taken any drug that wasnt perscibed to me. Seriously guys i have tried everything i can do to sort me out.
Lira - I've tried everything you have mentioned, even buddhism if you remember out chat about it a month or two ago.
Slylee - I've already been to a therapist...for 6 months, it didnt work...the problem with me is that everyones priority is more important than mine, and i mean everyones! Including Orbax! So while the therapist would be asking how i felt, id be more conserned about how she felt.
I was the kid that everyone who had problems came to see...so i had everyones problems dumped on me when i didnt get a chance to vent.
I worry about everything...my philosiphy used to be "Always think the worst of a situation, then you cannot be dissapointed!".
Problem is i think the worst of every situation now. I worry so much infact that i begin to hyper-ventillate then i black out...then i have to take a Vallium to calm myself down to stop it happening again.
I go out often and sometimes stay in my room...because i dont want my parents to see how bad i've become. I feel like a failure to them, a dissapointment...i dont want them to see me upset so that i dont worry them. The same happens with my gf too sometimes.
This is the problem...being to nice and caring has really ed me over :( .
I just dont know what to do anymore guys...im at the end of the road! |
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| th0m |
LOL, I caught like 10% of that entire conversation :p |
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| Orbax |
| quote: | Originally posted by Jackson
the problem with me is that everyones priority is more important than mine, and i mean everyones! Including Orbax! |
mur?
edit: wtf is that supposed to mean. |
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| Slylee |
| quote: | Originally posted by Jackson
Slylee - I've already been to a therapist...for 6 months, it didnt work...the problem with me is that everyones priority is more important than mine, and i mean everyones! Including Orbax! So while the therapist would be asking how i felt, id be more conserned about how she felt.
I was the kid that everyone who had problems came to see...so i had everyones problems dumped on me when i didnt get a chance to vent.
I worry about everything...my philosiphy used to be "Always think the worst of a situation, then you cannot be dissapointed!".
Problem is i think the worst of every situation now. I worry so much infact that i begin to hyper-ventillate then i black out...then i have to take a Vallium to calm myself down to stop it happening again.
I go out often and sometimes stay in my room...because i dont want my parents to see how bad i've become. I feel like a failure to them, a dissapointment...i dont want them to see me upset so that i dont worry them. The same happens with my gf too sometimes.
This is the problem...being to nice and caring has really ed me over :( .
I just dont know what to do anymore guys...im at the end of the road! |
well it sounds to me like you are extremely hypersensitive. you are putting everyone else before you, basically being a doormat. you don't really have any self respect. maybe because you need to accomplish things in life. do you feel like a failure to your parents because that's what they've said to you? because you HAVE been failing in life...or in your case, school, sports etc..? you say you're at the end of the road, but you are not ready to make the change, or else you would let people in, like your parents. you would vent out to someone in real life, rather than on here. that's your problem. you need to break down in front of your parents, don't hide it from them. how are doing in school? do you have bad grades because of this? if so, go to your school counselor, they are more willing to help out because they aren't on the clock like shrinks and they don't charge:) |
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| citric_acid |
| quote: | Originally posted by Jackson
Anyone here suffer from depression?
I've had it for over a year, i have been on 5 different types of anti-depressants, been to councilling and starting to see a psychologist. I have just started to self harm aswell which im not proud of...:(
Just needed to tell someone i guess... |
i have been on anti depressents for 3 years... but its not only for depression i have this whole thing screwed up in my head lol some child hood issues i think but dont member
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I havent been taken my pills and im doin fine:happy2: |
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| Streakfury |
I always feel that the best solution to depression is laughter. They say that kids have a full-on belly laugh about 30 times a day, whereas adults laugh only 5 times on average. So to start you off, here are some scouser jokes:
Q. If you see a Scouser on a bicycle, why should you never swerve to
hit him?
A: It might be your bicycle
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Q: Why does the River Mersey run through Liverpool?
A: Because if it walked it would be mugged
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Q: What do you call a Scouser in a three-bed semi?
A. A Burglar
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Q: What do you call a Scouser in a tie?
A. The accused
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Q: Why wasn't Jesus born in Merseyside?
A: Because God couldn't find three wise men or a virgin
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Q: What is the difference between a Scouser and a coconut?
A: One's thick and hairy, and the other's a coconut
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Q: What do you say to a scouser in a uniform?
A: Big Mac and fries please
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Q: What do you call a scouser in a White Shell suit
A: The Bride
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Q: What's the first question at a Liverpool pub quiz night?
A: What you looking at?
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No offense to anyone from Liverpool. :p |
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| Floorfiller |
| quote: | Originally posted by Jackson
I have never taken any drug that wasnt perscibed to me. Seriously guys i have tried everything i can do to sort me out.
Lira - I've tried everything you have mentioned, even buddhism if you remember out chat about it a month or two ago.
Slylee - I've already been to a therapist...for 6 months, it didnt work...the problem with me is that everyones priority is more important than mine, and i mean everyones! Including Orbax! So while the therapist would be asking how i felt, id be more conserned about how she felt.
I was the kid that everyone who had problems came to see...so i had everyones problems dumped on me when i didnt get a chance to vent.
I worry about everything...my philosiphy used to be "Always think the worst of a situation, then you cannot be dissapointed!".
Problem is i think the worst of every situation now. I worry so much infact that i begin to hyper-ventillate then i black out...then i have to take a Vallium to calm myself down to stop it happening again.
I go out often and sometimes stay in my room...because i dont want my parents to see how bad i've become. I feel like a failure to them, a dissapointment...i dont want them to see me upset so that i dont worry them. The same happens with my gf too sometimes.
This is the problem...being to nice and caring has really ed me over :( .
I just dont know what to do anymore guys...im at the end of the road! |
why is it that you feel you must put other people ahead of yourself? do you not deserve to care about yourself as much as you do about those around you? are you seeking acceptance from them? do you feel that they won't like you if you don't put them first? |
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