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Depression (pg. 5)
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| Jackson |
| I know people have worse lives than me, thats what make me upset too, that im here depressed when people have it Alot worse than me...Like those people in Sudan at the moment...Im not asking for sympathy, I asking for help to stop me from doing something stupid..... whatever |
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| Floorfiller |
| quote: | Originally posted by Jackson
I know people have worse lives than me, thats what make me upset too, that im here depressed when people have it Alot worse than me...Like those people in Sudan at the moment...Im not asking for sympathy, I asking for help to stop me from doing something stupid..... whatever |
i a firm believer in self-help to be honest. if you have that realization that your life isn't that bad compared to some people...then what's the problem? why don't you just forget about all the things that are wrong with your life and go have a beautiful night with your girlfriend and feel better... |
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| Orbax |
The thing is you know you might be planning "something stupid" too. So why would you do it? One last wave of self-loathing and self-pity that will drown you? all that. I know that feeling of looking for something, desperately needing an answer but its not there, and you dont even know what the question is. You just know there is one. There must be a better way, a better life. If people could just get a long, not be so ed up. If we were all a little more understanding, if wed just stfu and stop fighting.
If people asked and cared how your day was, if people did more for others than they did for themselves. If jobs were easier to get, if we didnt have to have to much stuff to be happy. Why can people just go out and hang out and have a good time, why is meeting people so hard? Why cant people just be cool. Let others do what they are gonna do. A million questions, and they all have the same answer. ANd it isnt a fun answer.
So many years I stood among the thoughts
and tears of those I served.
Among my own I was alone through my own doing.
All the years I walked unknown
behind the faces I assumed.
Powerless to clear your mind of what you'd suffered.
They fall again.
They fall again.
Give me time I will be clear.
Given time you'll understand.
What possesses me to right what you have suffered.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
There is no faith in which to hide.
Even truth is filled with lies.
Doubting angels fall to walk among the living.
I'm in this mood because of scorn.
I'm in a mood for total war.
To the darkened skies once more and ever onward.
I'd only come here seeking peace.
I'd only come here seeking me.
It seems...I came to leave.
Dont think I dont know where youre coming from, hehe.
It does pass one day mate, and things do get better. But you have to put on that face and walk amongst the unknowing for just a little bit longer. |
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| Slylee |
| orbax you are 100% right about being honest and aware of yourself and your feelings at all times. the world is in your hands if you can conquer this. |
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| Jackson |
Thank You everyone for helping me...im going to try to start over tommorrow...i know i wont change instantly but tommorrows the first day of the rest of my life. And like Slylee said...Babysteps :)
Thank you Floorfiller and Lira for your detailed analysis hehe...wow a Smile :).
Thank you Orbax...at first i thought u were doing the " the baby, hes just bluffing" routine that ive heard before...But you showed that you understand and do care...
Hey, i think ive just started to get better. I just spilt hot wax all over my hand and just shrugged it off and said " Happens", hehe it felt good.
If anyone wants to talk on MSN, yahoo or AIM then my address is on my profile. |
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| Orbax |
| If you ever want to have an online beer drinkin contest, im game :D if you dont have a webcam, you need one for that hehe. |
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| Floorfiller |
| i might get a webcam from citric acid!!! then i'm game for online drinking hehehehe:gsmile: |
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| UWM |
| i seriously need a webcam, I feel like that one kid in 7th grade who didn't have a Starter jacket. |
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| Floorfiller |
| quote: | Originally posted by UWM
i seriously need a webcam, I feel like that one kid in 7th grade who didn't have a Starter jacket. |
oh man! i HAD a starter jacket hahahHAHAH!!!!
those were so stupid he3hehe...
ps. charlotte hornets one...the same as everyone else HAHAHAHA |
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| UWM |
| quote: | Originally posted by Floorfiller
oh man! i HAD a starter jacket hahahHAHAH!!!!
those were so stupid he3hehe...
ps. charlotte hornets one...the same as everyone else HAHAHAHA |
OMG we had teh same jacket!!1one
Sorry, I'll stop hijacking this otherwise serious thread. |
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| DJ Rat 187 |
| quote: | Originally posted by KilldaDJ
yeah sometimes, but i get over it easily by angry music or playing the guitar.
best way to counter depression is to go out and mingle with ppl and never to keep it sealed away. |
I think he's talking about real depression, like I get depressed at times but I don't suffer from depression, he has an actual chemical imbalance that you can't aleviate with activities. |
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