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girlfriend situation (pg. 17)
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| DancingMonkey |
| I have to give this guy some credit. At least he went out nobly...in a last post in the chill out room of tranceaddict dot com. |
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| MeLLyMeL |
| quote: | Originally posted by Danny Ocean
he attempted to kill himself? or he just wrote a note...
anyways, hope hes alright. |
I think he just wrote a note.
It's obvious what happens when someone is saddened by a recent incident and then decides to do drugs. The drugs don't help at all.
I would like an update if anyone has. |
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| Moral Hazard |
| quote: | Originally posted by MeLLyMeL
The drugs don't help at all. |
YOU TAKE THAT BACK RIGHT NOW! :whip: |
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| MeLLyMeL |
| quote: | Originally posted by Moral Hazard
YOU TAKE THAT BACK RIGHT NOW! :whip: |
haha Noo.. Drugs ftw - but they don't help when you are sad/depressed.
I know my dumb ass kept rolling just 2 weeks after Raul's death and I fuking cried so much! Stupid? Yes. |
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| Theresa |
| quote: | Originally posted by jennypie
And my point is that when anyone else other than Jay does exactly what he does, they're a terrible person...but when he does it, it's perfectly acceptable?? |
I can understand what Jenny is saying here. He has done some really lowlife (like making fun of the person who's mom had died, posting photos of Azia and sending them to her parents, saying other really nasty personal things to people without regard for their feelings etc. etc.) He has slung a lot of , and it hasn't all been "jokes"... a lot of it has been serious, emotionally damaging stuff (I can't imagine how Azia felt, and getting kicked when you're down because of the loss of your mom is no joke).
But... when people feed him back the same he feeds us, they are suddenly s??
When Jenny started the thread about his break-up, he hadn't said anything that suggested he was suicidal, so it was fair game IMO. He would have done the same thing (and for those of you who disagree, you're full of ).
However, since he has suggested that he is in fact suicidal, personally, I don't think that is a joking matter. Just like I wouldn't wish upon anyone to be so depressed that they would rather not be alive, I don't wish it on Jay or feel he deserves it. At the same time though, I don't feel particularly bad for him, and don't think that it is very fair to excuse his ty behaviour but try to shame or yell at people who have given it back to him just because he is now depressed. |
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| epicaricacy |
This is my last and only post I will make on this subject.
Firstly, I would like to apologize for my actions in regards to that post that started this all. My state of mind at that moment had nothing to do with tranceaddict, nor with anything posted on it...including the jennypie thread. Did it bother me yes, but even at my weakest I am not or never was that weak to let something like that truly affect me. My condition is of my own doing...
I do not feel the need to break down my life for all of you, but I will try and justify the note to hopefully put all of this to rest. I was in a bad place, and yes i did certain things to myself that made those actions (posting) seem rational at the time. I am not my online persona...i never was. I was at the end of my rope and i made a mistake.
I did not want to send that to my ex, but i felt like i needed to get it out. I didn't speak to friends for fear that they might talk me out of it...once again my mistake.
I never realized that TA would be able to intervene, so i dumped it here. To those that intervened , thank you. My head was not in the right place, and your actions helped me prevent any further damage to myself. I never intended it to be a cry for help, but it has become one, and hopefully one that will help me get over this hump. As embarrassing as admitting all of this is, having the cops and ambulance show up at my door prevented things from escalating and saved my life. Realize that no matter who we are, how well we live, we all have moments of weakness. There are no justifications for my actions, it all lies on my shoulders, and i know have to live with the ramifications of what i did to my body that night.
To all of those i pissed off in my time here, i will not apologize. Throwing stones in glass houses or something like that right? I never thought my actions under any of the names i have had on this board would upset some of you as much as they seem to have...i suppose before judging my self admitted weakness, i suggest some of you look deep inside at the weaknesses in yourselves.
I'm sorry if i made anyone worry, and I honestly never thought it would get around so much, way out of the spectrum of this site. I didn't care that night, and wasn't planning on sticking around to see what came after. A dick move for sure.
I don't want any pity, i do not want anymore attention due to this, and I seriously do not care at any judgement of the post I am now writing and will not respond. None of that means anything, my problems are mine and mine alone.
I probably should not have even bothered to post this. My only reasoning to this is I feel I owe it to those who took steps and gave a , when i was not even able or willing to give a about myself. I thank you, I am sure my family thanks you, for somehow managing to make a bad situation into a positive.
As to the rest I don't really care. My being a on here was somewhat of a reflection towards the way i really felt about myself. Without naming any names, a few of you that act in similar ways to the way i did....;)
Sorry for the slylee post, but i feel like i needed it to be done. Once again i apologize, and thank you, you guys know who you are even if don't. |
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| [N]ûk|êû[Z] |
| nice one fella.. glad your ok. i can totally relate.. theres a post somewhere in UKTA.. about me in the exact same scenario, but it didnt involve cops. |
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| couch-potato |
ONCE AGAIN TA SAVES THE DAY!!!
SWOOOOOSH!!! |
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| Lews |
| Glad to hear you're okay Jay :) |
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| MeLLyMeL |
Good Luck Jay.
I don't know how far you were willing to go but I hope your attitude changes. I can tell you that I am still hurting with the unexpected loss of my best friend.
I'm sure you will get through this fine. |
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