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| rose |
| quote: | Originally posted by gehzumteufel
were you known by some other sn? |
Yeah, ikhouvanu. |
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| MrJiveBoJingles |
| quote: | Originally posted by rose
ikhouvanu. |
How did you come up with that name? |
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| rose |
| quote: | Originally posted by MrJiveBoJingles
How did you come up with that name? |
it means "i love you" in dutch. picked it because i didn't know what other name to use. then eventually i just told swamper to change it to my name :p |
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| gehzumteufel |
| quote: | Originally posted by Sushipunk
I think she's ikouvanou (sp?) |
| quote: | Originally posted by rose
Yeah, ikhouvanu. |
thats basically what i thought, but had to be sure. |
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| Lesbianosaur |
Well there's a good chance I'll regret this, but Lord knows it's better posting this here than actually sending it.
Dear Tina,
I can't sleep. Though I had a sneaking suspicion you no longer felt the same way, the timing and finality of the end came to me as a big surprise. If it seemed I didn't have much to say, it is because my mind stopped working altogether and I couldn't breathe very well. I told you that you are above all else my best friend and biggest support in a new city that has never felt so far from home, and that I will get behind whatever decision you make about our future because I respect you and want you to be happy. But it would be a sin of omission if I didn't say that I wanted to yell at the top of my lungs how much I adore you and to what degree I vehemently disagree with your decision.
I know you don't want our friendship to change. And I don't either. But I don't think I am strong enough for that. I don't think I will be able to endure pretending that this doesn't hurt. Because it does. I can't even sleep, for God's sake. A friend would support your decision, but every ounce of me hates it. You said that you decided to start seeing other people in part because you know your friendship with me will not be risked. I don't know why I agreed. I apologize in advance if that isn't as sure of a thing as you reasoned it would be. I really thought that you could be The One.
Happy New Year,
Jeff |
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| Lesbianosaur |
| PS. I hate this username. |
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| gehzumteufel |
| quote: | Originally posted by Lesbianosaur
Well there's a good chance I'll regret this, but Lord knows it's better posting this here than actually sending it.
Dear Tina,
I can't sleep. Though I had a sneaking suspicion you no longer felt the same way, the timing and finality of the end came to me as a big surprise. If it seemed I didn't have much to say, it is because my mind stopped working altogether and I couldn't breathe very well. I told you that you are above all else my best friend and biggest support in a new city that has never felt so far from home, and that I will get behind whatever decision you make about our future because I respect you and want you to be happy. But it would be a sin of omission if I didn't say that I wanted to yell at the top of my lungs how much I adore you and to what degree I vehemently disagree with your decision.
I know you don't want our friendship to change. And I don't either. But I don't think I am strong enough for that. I don't think I will be able to endure pretending that this doesn't hurt. Because it does. I can't even sleep, for God's sake. A friend would support your decision, but every ounce of me hates it. You said that you decided to start seeing other people in part because you know your friendship with me will not be risked. I don't know why I agreed. I apologize in advance if that isn't as sure of a thing as you reasoned it would be. I really thought that you could be The One.
Happy New Year,
Jeff |
that sucks dude! i know how that is. one of my exes wanted to do the same thing. i thought i could but in actuality i couldnt. i havent spoken to her in years. |
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| st3nc |
Dear Conscience,
you |
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| Omega_M |
| quote: | Originally posted by Lesbianosaur
PS. I hate this username. |
go back to the old one dude. I don't like it either. :o |
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| Lesbianosaur |
| quote: | Originally posted by gehzumteufel
that sucks dude! i know how that is. one of my exes wanted to do the same thing. i thought i could but in actuality i couldnt. i havent spoken to her in years. |
Yeah, that's what I am worried will happen. Things haven't worked out with other girls before, and I still consider some of them good friends, but none of them had me as torn up inside about it as this one does. I never slept last night, and she wants me to come out with her for New Year's still. The next few days are going to be really tough, especially since the few other friends I have in the city are out of town for another week.
Ugh. |
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| goodgreef |
dear flu,
please leave me alone,
sincerely,
your worst enemy. |
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| goodgreef |
| quote: | Originally posted by Lesbianosaur
Well there's a good chance I'll regret this, but Lord knows it's better posting this here than actually sending it.
Dear Tina,
I can't sleep. Though I had a sneaking suspicion you no longer felt the same way, the timing and finality of the end came to me as a big surprise. If it seemed I didn't have much to say, it is because my mind stopped working altogether and I couldn't breathe very well. I told you that you are above all else my best friend and biggest support in a new city that has never felt so far from home, and that I will get behind whatever decision you make about our future because I respect you and want you to be happy. But it would be a sin of omission if I didn't say that I wanted to yell at the top of my lungs how much I adore you and to what degree I vehemently disagree with your decision.
I know you don't want our friendship to change. And I don't either. But I don't think I am strong enough for that. I don't think I will be able to endure pretending that this doesn't hurt. Because it does. I can't even sleep, for God's sake. A friend would support your decision, but every ounce of me hates it. You said that you decided to start seeing other people in part because you know your friendship with me will not be risked. I don't know why I agreed. I apologize in advance if that isn't as sure of a thing as you reasoned it would be. I really thought that you could be The One.
Happy New Year,
Jeff |
*hugs* I went through something like that last year. It is so unbelievably tough, and nothing made it better exept for ignoring their existance. (which was only a bandaid for the pain).
Needless to say, I am not, and probably never will be over this person. |
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