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| leph555 |
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| PETRAN |
Wow, what a massive, epic thread! I don't know if ******** suffers from psychoses, but even if he does suffer from some degree of it, as long as he is functional with it (does not hear voices ordering him to do things/controlling his body/thought etc.), then he could be fine. Ashley, with the best of intentions man, if you have any of those experiences it could be better to see a doctor. I know that the medication can be terrible and this is the reason that many people stop taking it, striving through relapses and stuff. But if you think that those things interfere a lot with your daily life maybe you should consider some treatment, there are a lot of newer pharmacotherapies around which have less side-effects. Yes, the money-centered society is far from perfect and you have have every right to fight and think for something better. I think its good that you are so creative about things rather than just thinking about what colour your new mobile phone is going to be. If you are extremely sensitive to social judgement though, thinking that you are persecuted all the time, then its no good for your functionality, don't you think so? Even if you were actually persecuted, then its better to leave all that behind and focus on the things you do well, thats what i think.
Again, im not the one to judge that, and if you think that you can manage thinks alright without losing control or spending hours after hours dealing with some injustice and persecution then you are fine. People seem to be always judgemental and harsh so don't accept acceptance and recognition, especially on "indirect" internet forums.
******** man i'am fan of your improvissed EDM tracks! Although they are a bit loose, they are very complex and varied. I think that the only problem is with production (EQing and stuff?) so i think you should work a bit clearing and polishing things up. You should produce more tracks and develope your style! Good luck with your job applications. |
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| w_ashley |
| quote: | Originally posted by PETRAN
Wow, what a massive, epic thread! I don't know if ******** suffers from psychoses |
I don't, I'm a generally kind and compassionate person with real emotional experiences and identification with those experiences. While my values may not all be the same as other people, I do have values.
| quote: | | as long as he is functional with it (does not hear voices ordering him to do things/controlling his body/thought etc.), then he could be fine. |
I don't, nor has there ever been any documentation indicating it.
My delusions stemmed from invading a court house to protest corrupt practices of the police and courts, and a court diversion that placed me at the hands of someone that blamed me for causing a diabetic attack in her acquaintance.
And do note I wasn't the one who brought this up again. Fact is it has shaped who I am. While I have full faculty it was a traumatic experience and it is something that will stay that way. So if I react harshly when someone lies about myself, or insults me specifically pertaining to those incidences, then I feel justified to react by defending myself. I'm not someone to take things in disregard. While i could have responded homicidally and attacked or attempted to kill people, I didn't. While I did have to rationalize that, I opted to uphold myself and try to make a life for myself rather than live the life of a killer. I'm a self controlled individual with a high standard of morals. While I do not forgive and do not agree with what occured 5 years later, it happened and I am continuing to build my life in the best possible way rather than solely seeking revenge against people. I have a faith that justice will be served. Time is odd that it occurs in the now, rather than the yesterday. I will hold the people accountable in the now.
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******** man i'am fan of your improvissed EDM tracks! |
Thanks, it has been a hobby for over a decade now. Basically I sit down and just write something to pass time, they arn't developed tracks, just a squat of sorts.
| quote: | | Good luck with your job applications. |
Thanks, hopefully in a year when I'm available for employment I'll have things straightened out a bit. |
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| Silky Johnson |
| You gotta respect his tenacity though. How can you not wanna root for Will? Lol. GO WASHLEY! |
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| PETRAN |
| quote: | Originally posted by ********
I don't, I'm a generally kind and compassionate person with real emotional experiences and identification with those experiences. While my values may not all be the same as other people, I do have values. |
Yeah, i understand that. I'd just like to point-out W that suffering from psychosis doesn't mean that you are not compassionate/with real experiences or with no values. On the contrary. Some people suffering from delusions could be very sensitive to things happening around them, especially to social injustice, authoritative influence etc. Now, ofcourse those things do exist and they are very bad. It is just that something that it is good to fight for can become bad if it is so much exaggerated in your mind that it completely takes over your life. I mean, i understand that bad things happened to you, but have you ever thought that you maybe-and just maybe-over-react to those things? And by over-react, i mean reaching pathological levels. I have a degree in psychology and during my practice i remember this person saying things strikingly similar to the things that you state. Now ofcourse that could be a coincidence. It was this person saying how other people has ruined his life and how they destroyed his past and how everyone was practically against him and how he was treated in an unfair way. The reality was that the person did suffer from psychosis and over-reacted and misinterpreted situations and events. So he had an attentive bias to things justifying his attitudes about how unfair society and people are but ignored most good stuff, he over-felt the emotional pain and attributed all the bad stuff to others, feeling that people conspired against him. When his family pushed him to enter the clinic, he felt that his attitudes and beliefs were correct since people wanted him to go somewhere against his will. The good thing in the end was that with medication (whilst it had side-effects) he came back to his senses and felt that all that "was stupid" and that during that period he was not himself.He rarely-if ever-herd voices. When you have this thing you don't understand it, you don't have insight of it, because-in a way-you look the world through it. And it is not that you become a problem to others (screw others!) the danger is when you become a problem to yourself and you don't even understand it. Because this kind of orwellian world can be very torturous to the person living in it. Would you go to a doctor of you are afraid that they will force you in? Just for a check-up mate what do you think? :)
Hey, i love your style in music man,i think its very complicated. You should sit-down and work on it! There should be more tracks you have the talent. |
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| colonelcrisp |
| quote: | Originally posted by PETRAN
Yeah, i understand that. I'd just like to point-out W that suffering from psychosis doesn't mean that you are not compassionate/with real experiences or with no values. On the contrary. Some people suffering from delusions could be very sensitive to things happening around them, especially to social injustice, authoritative influence etc. Now, ofcourse those things do exist and they are very bad. It is just that something that it is good to fight for can become bad if it is so much exaggerated in your mind that it completely takes over your life. I mean, i understand that bad things happened to you, but have you ever thought that you maybe-and just maybe-over-react to those things? And by over-react, i mean reaching pathological levels. I have a degree in psychology and during my practice i remember this person saying things strikingly similar to the things that you state. Now ofcourse that could be a coincidence. It was this person saying how other people has ruined his life and how they destroyed his past and how everyone was practically against him and how he was treated in an unfair way. The reality was that the person did suffer from psychosis and over-reacted and misinterpreted situations and events. So he had an attentive bias to things justifying his attitudes about how unfair society and people are but ignored most good stuff, he over-felt the emotional pain and attributed all the bad stuff to others, feeling that people conspired against him. When his family pushed him to enter the clinic, he felt that his attitudes and beliefs were correct since people wanted him to go somewhere against his will. The good thing in the end was that with medication (whilst it had side-effects) he came back to his senses and felt that all that "was stupid" and that during that period he was not himself.He rarely-if ever-herd voices. When you have this thing you don't understand it, you don't have insight of it, because-in a way-you look the world through it. And it is not that you become a problem to others (screw others!) the danger is when you become a problem to yourself and you don't even understand it. Because this kind of orwellian world can be very torturous to the person living in it. Would you go to a doctor of you are afraid that they will force you in? Just for a check-up mate what do you think? :)
Hey, i love your style in music man,i think its very complicated. You should sit-down and work on it! There should be more tracks you have the talent. |
you have to be taking the piss mate........ |
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| w_ashley |
| quote: | | I mean, i understand that bad things happened to you, but have you ever thought that you maybe-and just maybe-over-react to those things? |
You know what there is a difference between committing criminal acts and having a serious mental disorder in which a person loses contact with reality and experiences hallucinations or delusions. You see while "overreaction" may not be a desirable result, treating someone as having a mental disorder when instead they opt to violate legal standards is a totally different thing. In my cases I feel I was provoked due to having my rights violated, and I have defences against everything which could be considered criminally minded. That is the difference. I can recognize the situation as bizarre or an incident, but the things are two totally different situations, and I won't stand to have my rights violated whether they are right of sale, right to security of person or right to conscience and belief. Even though it may be a minor transgression if someone violates my rights it should not be seen as socially acceptable or responsible, and they are the ones who initiated the incident, that is the very nature of an offence.
My disquiet stems from being refused sale of cigarettes even though I met all legal requirements for sale, and the person believed me to be of legal age but still refused sale. This violates the principles of duty of sale. So I bitched at the store clerk for being an ass and starting to serve another customer before even fully dealing with myself. I did not push her, the clerk purgered in trial and the courts wouldn't even investigate the issue when I filed my information. If you have ever been in trial and you have to watch people lie about what occurred, and here the prosecution slander you without grounds then you might have a reason to be a little upset.
Also if you are not provided your diet, and totally abused including physically assaulted without grounds, and denied your rights that exist in law for people in custody while awaiting trial it can taint your opinion a little bit on the system. Likewise when police won't investigate complaints against the courts it is also problematic. When you don't have access to appeal a case, and 2 court hearings takes 9 months it is just plain poor administration of justice. When a judge openly omits to commiting purgery while delivering her verdict it is also issued.These are things i had to experience, and the torture at the hands of a vengeful doctor is not the least of what I had to go through, that your ordinary life hasn't.
So if you can take into perspective the situations I've encountered, maybe you can see that I'm not over reacting, I'm fed up with illegalities of the system.
| quote: | | he came back to his senses and felt that all that "was stupid" and that during that period he was not himself. |
I've never been away from my senses. I'm not a repressed person.
| quote: | | is when you become a problem to yourself and you don't even understand it. Because this kind of orwellian world can be very torturous to the person living in it. Would you go to a doctor of you are afraid that they will force you in? Just for a check-up mate what do you think? :) |
My life is fine, although I'm not content my victimization in the past, I've moved on. The only reason all this came back up is that the same trolls who jump on most of my posts opted to do it in this thread off the start of the thread. It is called deriding, and an attempt to paint someone and demonize them. To create the issues rather than address them.
Fact is happened, I was abused, and it wasn't me overreacting - it was them- they are the ones who used force to achieve their aims.
| quote: | | Hey, i love your style in music man,i think its very complicated. You should sit-down and work on it! There should be more tracks you have the talent. |
Waste of time. I have other things to do. If its not paying I'm not putting more effort into it than I enjoy. I have other things that are higher priorities. |
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| epicaricacy |
| can you be my dad? squirrel meat is better than sex with bullwinkle. |
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| boris_the_bear |
| quote: | Originally posted by epicaricacy
can you be my dad? squirrel meat is better than sex with bullwinkle. |
Jay. |
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| Halcyon+On+On |
| quote: | Originally posted by boris_the_bear
Jay. |
Smokeape. |
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| epicaricacy |
you want a cookie boris?
i think i made it more obvious than frenchie at an all you can eat. |
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| igottaknow |
| quote: | Originally posted by jennypie
You gotta respect his tenacity though. How can you not wanna root for Will? Lol. GO WASHLEY! |
I read that as "Wash-lee" |
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