| Sunshine79 |
| quote: | Originally posted by Zewad
yo,... i feel as if the whole PPR isnt as it once was a few months ago,... there has been some little things such as negativity and it seems as if posts arent what they used to be,... these days 9 times out of 10 you all are talking about tracks that ive never even heard about and that you all spin and are 10x more knowledgeable on this whole subject than I am, (i still cant understand how you all can pay $10 or so on a record that has like 1 song remixed 3 different ways on it) the language thing is another thing that I dont/cant participate in b/c I dont speak any of that either,... also our distances of us FLTA's makes me feel so isolated on the subject b/c i never hear anything new much less any trance that isnt in my car or to talk about it with any person execpt for every 6 weeks or so that i get a chance to talk trance with somebody face to face,... i dunno, maybe i feel bummed about the whole scene lately or its just me realizing that im gonna miss it all in 30+ days or so when i leave,... sorry,.. im just ranting/thinking out loud:sadgreen: :( |
nah..... z......i am with you. i feel the same way and i am not going anywhere. i mean, regardless, the friendships i have made here are forever in my heart, but something HAS changed. i am not sure what it is. our "crew" has grown and the intimacy is not what it once was. this is not BAD at all, but just different. and all the negativity has made us more apprehensive about what we post. therefore the subject matter has become more serious and/or relavant to the actual forum. if people post of music they know it is ok. it's not just you leaving brent. the glue that held the original PPR crew together has softened a bit and things fall through the cracks. or perhaps i am merely emotional along with you. the friends i found here are the closest friends i will ever have on TA. some of the random spamming nights affected me more deeply than can ever be expressed through strokes on a keyboard. you guys were once only avatars. and, one by one, i met you. BRENT, you saved my whole trip to MIAMI FFS!! i found you in a crowd of 25000 people and we walked Bayfront park, talking as though we were old friends. That doesn't happen every day. I have a story/memory for every PPR member. You have all touched my heart in a special way. Cheesy or not, no matter how time unfolds from this point on, there was/is something more to this thread than random posts. you all made me feel like I am part of something.......time moves on......but this PPR thing. it's not just a cute TA thread. it means something to me. From LISA driving me home the first night she met me, to Dani picking me up from Penn (or even my house) to Cubie holding me up when I am WASTED to arturo dotting me to death just when i thought i was all alone, you ALL have impacted me. the world moves on.....but PPR is in my heart. always. |
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